It's actually pretty boring, makes you depressed and feel like a failure

#unemployment
I was offered to take a course on taking care of kids at age 1-3 and then work in a nursery, but I can't make up my mind. The pay is never great with such jobs and I'm not sure I would be good at it. Or if I'd be suited.
Although with such a course and a few months of practice I could try being a private caregiver for just one family instead of 5-8 kiddos, thats better salary as I've heard.
Still not sure about it though.