Kingdom of Knuffel

I dunno about forever. XD;;

I signed the job contract today. I couldn't eat all day and I thought I'd pass out or something.
I'm still a ball of anxiety.

I hope things can calm down for you. QnQ
But at least you got the contract signed and you’re hired.

Yeah, it will slowly get sorted out. At least I got my meds again, so hopefully they'll start working in a week or two and I can come back to a more functioning human being. I'm a total mess right now. I have some sort of panic attacks, which Idk if they're legit panic attacks, but let's call them that and not get into the semantics too much. I have no energy to do anything...

aw i'm sorry to hear that, i hope you feel better soon.

I'm feeling a bit better today, actually. Probably because of the increased medication that I took last night. And I got all the medical stuff for work out of the way. So that's some stress off my chest. Although when I told the doctor I'm bipolar she widened her eyes and began asking me if I can manage with the new job... Like, lady, I NEED money to SURVIVE somehow. Just give me the note that I'm fine to take the job and let me leave, pls. But I guess it might've been out of genuine concern. Idk, I took it personally, lol.
And I finally got a package of books for sale sent out to the place that buys old books from people. I hope they'll send me some money because I don't want to borrow more from Ash. It's still nice of him to take care of me financially.

i'm glad you're feeling better Mem.

I'm glad to hear that things are progressing with work mem! And it's always nice to have the meds you need :)

Yeah. I hope they put me together soon. Wait, I think I forgot to take them this morning... dog dammit.

So how is everyone today. It’s pretty warm today.