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Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 18:19
by Demonskid
So... I've been officially diagnosed with PTSD ... o-o
My paranoua with bathrooms.... is a ptsd issue ( ´° ³°`)
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 20:18
by Hotarla
That’s….strange? I dunno how to respond to that lol. XD;;
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 20:35
by Demonskid
Apparently it stems from that guy I call "The Pervert"
The things he did in front of me and the one time, to me... Because of him I've always look for spy cameras in my bathroom.. If I feel watched or if I can hear other residents awake in their apartments I can't take my showers.
and I can't stand public toilets ... the thought that someone could be watching.... x-x
this paranoia stems from him apparently and is a symptom of PTSD.
So, my agoraphobia has been officially documented, and from there the questions asked and answered led to me having PTSD.
When I think PTSD I think soldiers... never thought I'd be diagnosed with it. o-o
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 20:38
by Ailey
Moi: Well.. Meh is good as long as it's not bad.. BUT what heckie? She got bit? oh mah lawd. i hope she's ok. I got bit by a doggo when I was a kid, zero fun had.
Demonskid: ty! I'm glad to be better too. It seems like everyone has gotten it this time around. oofies~ I hope your friends get better soon!
Hotarla: I MISS IT SO MUCH Dx I ate a donut today for breakfast (so healthy, i knooow) and it tasted like NOTHING.
Amura: Thank you very much~
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 20:43
by Ailey
Demonskid wrote:Apparently it stems from that guy I call "The Pervert"
The things he did in front of me and the one time, to me... Because of him I've always look for spy cameras in my bathroom.. If I feel watched or if I can hear other residents awake in their apartments I can't take my showers.
and I can't stand public toilets ... the thought that someone could be watching.... x-x
this paranoia stems from him apparently and is a symptom of PTSD.
So, my agoraphobia has been officially documented, and from there the questions asked and answered led to me having PTSD.
When I think PTSD I think soldiers... never thought I'd be diagnosed with it. o-o
Yes! This is absolutely a thing. I'm terrified of cars for similar reasons... very similar...
The term is for trauma but it's so commonly associated with soldiers that no one ever stops to think they have it. So yeaaah I hope the healing starts now ;-;
Sorry if this is a double post but I had to share~
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 20:46
by Demonskid
Ailey: Not everyone!!! The stay at home always group has yet to get it! -huddles under the blankets- ovo
well.. I do worry about getting it when I have to go out.. like this morning to counseling..
My taxi had to pick up another client and this lady did NOT have a mask on D:<
That same taxi driver, when he dropped me off, he got out of the car, asked if he could give me a hug and gave me 20$ (I didn't know condolence money was a thing)
Last time I tried getting on SSI I mentioned my bathroom paranoia, feeling watched and looking for spy cams in the air vents and toilet...I was completely ignored. Maybe now that it's a symptom of PTSD, they'll take me more seriously.
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 21:51
by Moi
I didn't sleep good. Had a dream my aunt died and I woke up with my leg hurting. It feels bruised and I have no idea why it's hurting. I thought a leg cramp but those always wake me up and I remember it.
I sobbed for a while last night so I'm still tired despite sleeping...
DK, congrats on the crippling anxiety disorder. I remember when mine was diagnosed xD
Agoraphobia buddies \8u/
Nah, everyone can have PTSD.
My mom has it from several things.
One being her boyfriend who used to beat on her and shoved her out of a moving car.
I had a guy trying to break into the car with me and my baby sister in it.
To this day, I don't like sitting in the car in a parking lot and I repeatedly lock the doors to make sure they are locked.
Meh is me not wanting to even be alive anymore so it's not not bad xD
Some days I don't want to wake up ever again.
Yeah, the dog also bit my dad years ago.
He'd growl and bark and bite at the fence - trying to get to me and the neighbor and my mom found it funny .__.
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 21:57
by Hotarla
Unable to even enjoy a donut. That sucks aff mannnn.
I think they’re going to be relaxing covid mandates here soon…8U def not looking forward to that…I’ll still wear my mask until cases go down to like one or two or something…8U
Condolence money is def a thing for asians. Although for us, its called “white gold” (literally translated) and its like…i guess kinda like buying paper money for the dead. I dunno the specifics.
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 22:06
by Amura
PTSD!
But on the bright side, now that you have a proper diagnosis the SSI should be easy.
Shouldn't it?
Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)
Posted: Feb 16th, '22, 23:17
by Demonskid
Amura: Social Anxiety, IBSD, Being unable to stand for long nor lift heavy things, asthma... wasn't enough... so i hope it helps more. Gives me something new to give them..
also next month I see my gastro doc about that thing where my stomach doesn't digest stuff properly so i puke stuff up dating back a whole week or so.. o3o
Hotarla: o3o you give monies to the dead?
Moi: ono hate dreams like that...
thanks o3o
buddies! \(ovo)/