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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 20th, '13, 08:29
by Sunlight
My problem is that when I was born, they didn't tell my parents my gender but instead told them that it was a good thing that they're so young and can try again. My problem is that the reason why I should behave is because I'm female. My problem is that I'm constantly told that I'm too fat and that I need to lose weight and that I'm too thin and that I need to eat more all on the same day by the same person. My problem is that my curfew is earlier than my brother's, who is six years younger than me. My problem is that I'm somehow letting down my parents by not getting married to the first man that comes along and having tons of babies. My problem is that by not conforming and not becoming a slave to another man I must somehow be jealous of all women who live like a kidnapping victim to their own husbands. My problem is that there are women who commit suicide because of having forcibly been engaged to a man they don't love because of family politics and instead of being sympathized with, is vilified for not being grateful to her parents who've obviously got her best interest in mind. My problem is that when I become uncomfortable because of being sexually harassed I'm told that I should be grateful for getting any attention at all, you frigid, fugly bitch.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 22nd, '13, 08:40
by Celestial Wolf
It doesn't seem like my situation is getting any better. I'm having trouble dealing with the meddling elders. I almost want to go back to my mother. At least she managed things with less confusion. It was always "do this do that", and things were normally taken care of, no loose ends or whatever usually. But I got sick of that life in the first place. I don't want to be here either. Why do I keep screwing up?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 23rd, '13, 00:57
by Ziaheart
I think I've got the sads again...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 28th, '13, 01:29
by Altern
I've been raped once. It took a while for me to get used to the idea that I've been sexually abused more than once, though. I am either well-adjusted or apathetic about it. Possibly both.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Feb 28th, '13, 22:57
by Ziaheart
I don't know what it is that I want anymore.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 2nd, '13, 10:30
by Celestial Wolf
I wish I weren't so socially awkward. They must really think I have some issues now. Not that I don't, but still. Not the the first impression I want to make.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 2nd, '13, 12:03
by Ziaheart
When it rains, it pours.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 5th, '13, 08:46
by moonlight_sonata
Everyday I been to be reminded I'm alone.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 5th, '13, 17:11
by Ziaheart
You know you're getting desperate if that guy that sets off your gaydar starts looking like a viable option.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 5th, '13, 21:00
by Sherlock
I love him so much, but I'm so shy that I can hardly talk to him.
He's the perfect guy and I don't even know if he likes me.
Even if he doesn't like me, I just want him to be happy.