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Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 14:33
by Amura
My life is so boring compared to yours xD

Oh, how I love my dull life :qstar:

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 14:47
by Demonskid
Hotarla tells me the same thing ._.

I'm sure my life will be dull now, since a majority of its excitement is no longer here. >-<

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 16:13
by Amura
You're sure missing her v_v

*hugs DK*

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 16:31
by Demonskid
I do miss her..

I swear I hear her call for me sometimes... but I had this issue for years before she passed.. years before she got this bad.. >->,



Went out to do the dishes only for my IBS to kick in and say no... =3=

Took trash out last night even though my knee hurts like hell.. luckily no one came outside when i did that.. ovo it was a good trash night! Got it out just in time too! dumpster truck came this morning.. they normally come on wednesday. o3o

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 17:13
by Amura
Must be hard.
I can't begin to imagine v_v

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 18:04
by Demonskid
I'm often complimented on how I've been handling it..

I was able to process what happened, I got what was needed done, though I swear half the places I told are still trying to screw me over...

I feel like I did all that on auto pilot ...

I was able to cry when I was alone, but I felt like those first 3 weeks, my alone time was very few and far between...




I been trying to clean the apartment but my depression is at its worse.. =3= got SOME stuff done in moms room.. not much though...

Did some dishes this morning, IBS kicked in and said nope, stop..

Took trash out last night, was so happy that I did so hours later as the dumpster truck came an hour early. =3=

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 18:32
by Hotarla
Yeah like DK has all three stories and I’m like “yeah none of that has ever happened to me here” 8U

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 18:32
by Amura
@DK:
Don't push yourself too hard.
You obviously need some time to recover.

Sometimes "baby steps" is the best approach.


@Hotarla:
Same!

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 18:33
by Hotarla
Yeah that’s why I think my life is boring in comparison lol.

Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡ (Everyone Is Welcome!)

Posted: Feb 22nd, '22, 19:02
by Demonskid
unfortunately i'm sure apartment inspections are coming up soon... so I gotta get the place in shape.. and i hate how the living room is laid out..

again......


all 3 stories? wut? o3o