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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 6th, '13, 04:40
by Icefang1103
I'm afraid that I will fail all of my classes and I feel that every time that I think I like someone I am afraid that the person will reject me. I liked this guy for 6 years and because of that mistake and enormous error I don't know how to love and I feel like a hollow when it comes to love. Its because of that one guy that I no longer remember how to love someone. I will cry myself to sleep and its something that I have to do at night because if my parents see me, they will start to say why I am crying.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 6th, '13, 07:49
by Altern
Final stretch of this semester. I seem to be working my way up to the top of the class but my GPA is declining the same time. I haven't improved but others are slipping. I am worried about the classmate who used to be at the top. He is a friend. Final stretch. We all hit the wall last semester already. We're burnt out. Keep plowing through. Motivation is scarce.
At this rate, more than half of our class will be unable to graduate on time. There's a strange guilt in knowing this. "Less competition"? I guess, but I am not even on the same field. I worry for my friends.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 6th, '13, 22:07
by Ziaheart
I made my students cry.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 7th, '13, 10:20
by Celestial Wolf
I'm not paid for this. I don't even have a seat to sit on while I wait for some kid to come up to me for homework help. I feel so stupid, letting my grandma take advantage of me like that. I'm not even good at math or Chinese, why should I be their tutor?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 8th, '13, 09:58
by Ziaheart
Stay away from me.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 9th, '13, 09:25
by Ziaheart
I can't stand people who complain about their lives and do nothing to improve them. Your fairy godmother isn't late and your prince may not come someday. Go out their and forge your own future, god damn it. Rather than Disney princesses, take after the Paper Bag princess. And if you must take after a Disney princess, choose Aerial who saved the prince from the watery grave, went to find him instead of waiting for him to find her, stepped aside graciously when he fell in love with someone else, and then took it upon herself to save her prince and the ocean when that other person turned out to be the wicked witch; and NOT Cinderella who did nothing to make her life better and then even went BACK to her crappy life when she had the chance at a better life to wait for him to find her again.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 13th, '13, 00:34
by Lilandra
I'm back to hating myself. I went through a fairly good time, when I could actually stand myself. Now, this time is over again. I could never be friends with a person as awful as myself.
I'm not back to the point where I wished I'd never been born, but that's about as good as it gets.
I can't believe how annoying I am. I'm trying to cut it down, but it doesn't work. I feel pathetic for not being able to improve myself.
However, I believe that even I, despite being not much of a great person, deserve a little respect. How is it that whenever I tell someone they hurt my feelings that I'm called 'over-sensitive'? Does simply having feelings make you hysterical? I don't throw fits, I don't cry in public, I don't nag. Still, you keep calling me squeamish, just because there are things that offend me.
It doesn't matter much that you were 'just joking'. I understand that, and I'm not blaming you for being serious about it. Still, it did hurt me despite the fact that you didn't mean to hurt me. It happened, anyway.
I understand you don't want to be burdened with having to be considerate about the few things that I can't laugh about. But why do you want to be friends with me, then?
I'd rather not talk to the people I call friends at college anymore. They don't take my feelings seriously. I'm not blaming them, I just don't want to deal with people who don't take my feelings into account.
Also, I'm afraid they'll snap at me for being so 'squeamish', saying things like: "Oh my God, I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with you! I should've noticed earlier how much of a nuisance you are!"
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 13th, '13, 09:32
by Ziaheart
You think I want to stay behind? Pay attention. This is why your English doesn't improve.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 13th, '13, 15:34
by Lilandra
I'm slowly getting to the point where I hopefully won't care too much if I lose you as a friend. I liked you a lot - and still do -, but can't get over the fact that you called me a crybaby, when all I did was telling you about my feelings.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 13th, '13, 16:06
by amalath
Getting sick of my bf. I'm tired of crying my eyes out. I'm screaming my feelings in his face, yet he doesn't understand a word from what I'm saying.
He says I overreact things. He says he wants me to be honest with him and share everything, yet he doesn't bother to try and understand me at all.
Tired of being the one that has to change.