Kingdom of Knuffel

Holding it in is something I have to do pretty often because of my IBS so it wasn't anything new, but at the same time it's not something I get used to. But there wasn't urgency and for that I'm super thankful.

It sure is extremely cute. I wonder what he was thinking. I did get feedback from others saying they found my topic interesting.

saiyouri wrote: >.> My fiance rubbed his stuff around my coffee cup and put his thingy in my cup before he filled it with coffee for me.

I can't lowkey squee like I said I would because that's not lowkey at all. That is the opposite extreme.
I can't even giggle because I've momentarily lost the power of speech and of exercising my vocal cords.
Just... holy grog.

>.< LOL just how I reacted. He's a huge weirdo. We are a bit of an odd couple. We both are on disability because of his health and my OCD and anxiety issues and my health went down the crapper when I got an ulcer (my body is ok and others it's like screw you). He's weak and got 4 heart conditions so us getting legally married is hard because if we did we'd love a few hundred $ a month and it's hard at times to do the bills as is. So we can't legally get married yet. And might never either. So in our eyes we are married. Act like it and treat the other like we are already married. Have since I first moved in with him. We are still trying to find rings to get us and do our own little thing for a wedding to make it official in our eyes. I'm even thinking of changing my last name to his legally so at least it's a bit more legal I guess to us. We've thought of everything we can do get married but so far there is no way we can without hurting our finances every month. He truly is a huge weirdo but he's the perfect fit for me.

I'm glad your topic was found interesting. If I ever had to do something like that no one would hear me including the people in the first row of class (no one ever could in high school lol). Public things like that scare the crap out of me.

Why is my kitten meowing walking around the house. Sjofn is weird right now. Might be trying to find daddy who went to his friends for a few hours today. Which is making me nervous since we spend 24/7 together and him being gone is like a new thing to me >.<

Weird makes life interesting seriously though, it's wonderful that he's the perfect fit for you!
Yeah, you needn't have a legal marriage to have a ceremony, in fact in some ways it makes it more heartfelt and personal if you're able to do it the way you'd like to with the resources you have, without worrying too much about the legal and official norms of marriage.

It scares me shitless too, one reason I was freaking out so much about having to speak lol. Unfortunately I haven't a choice though, that presentation was 10% of the grade

Aww, both you and your kitty are missing him that's so cute he's gonna be back soon though! And you can tell him to stroke and cuddle both of you in turn

That is very true. He even said the same thing about it being our own thing and this way also it will cost like nothing for us to do something instead of paying a place to use it for like 10mins for the ceremony like they always do. The rings is the hardest part right now. Found some cute Pokemon ones at Hot Topic but they turned his fingers a greenish so we had to return them and my size is not easy to find. I'd have to get a 5 with the ones he's looking at online. He wants a matching gaming related set of rings for us. I even prefer they to match, this way it's cuter. Ugh the struggles of having tiny fingers lol. At least a .5 is better than over a ring size larger.

That is a pretty big chunck of a grade.

The kitty is a bit odd. I guess she's going into heat according to him. Only had a male get that far as a kitten and to me they are easier to handle than a girl meowing around the house for no reason. To be honest I hate girls going into heat. When I was 13 about my aunt's cat was in heat when my mom and I went to see her. I got bitch slapped on the face trying to pet her. My aunt then said not to touch her.... Great warning there aunt. >.<

Thank you we will definitely need the luck. It's so darn hard finding perfect rings. I'm gonna see if the the couple he found already are something I can work with being a slight bigger size than me.

LOL. Female cats are nice companions overall. They like to cuddle more and they move more instead of laying down and starring at walls like boys do when they get fixed. But going into heat... boys win hand down. My one boy I had awhile ago before we moved in together went into heat before I got him fixed and all he did was spray things but you couldn't smell it at all. He was quiet and occasionally sprayed. Not weird meowing and the chance to be a bitch. I'm afraid Sjofn might do that and if that happens I might smack her for it. >.< Then my fiance will be like 'ok she's gone now'. All because I can't handle it. But my lil Lavi Belle will be all lonely and she's gonna be 9 in a week and she loves to be a mommy. She would of made the perfect mommy. She's always comforting and caring to me. Of course she will let you just lay there and hold her for hours til you move and not care at all. LOL

Ugh I need to remember to say husband since he pratically is already but it's nerve racking for me some reason. Heck I still get shy with him a ton and I still can't figure that out.

Youri, I just love your story. It's a little sad but touching at the same time.

Kitten stories! One of my best frineds has one and she rants about it all the time lololol. That one lost her baby tho :'(

saiyouri wrote:Ugh I need to remember to say husband since he pratically is already but it's nerve racking for me some reason. Heck I still get shy with him a ton and I still can't figure that out.

Dawwww

Kira, Thank Grog. You're just in time for the Caravan.