i lost my wallet once too... it some how ended up UNDER my mattress =/ Found it like 2 weeks later >3>

loooooooooolll how does your wallet end up UNDER your mattress? XD like how even? XD

I'm STILL trying to figure that out.. =/



Oh! Finally scheduled a vet appointment for Sebas to get snipped.. and when I go to pick him up, I bring Kuromi in to get her back looked at.

LOOOL your wallet must have got up and then squished itself under the mattress in some twisted game of hide and seek. XD

That’s good.

My wallet ate my health insurance card apparently... that or handed it over to the black hole thats in this apartment..

Thankfully I was at this place before and they had my card on file from my vist a few years ago. I just have to bring it in with me when I get my endoscopy done... QnQ not looking forward to that...

There could be 2 things wrong with my stomach.
1. A blockage or ulcer
2. Having what the doc called "Lazy Stomach" which is where the stomach doesn't toss and squish food like it should for the digesting process.

so if the endoscopy doesn't find a blockage, there's a different test that needs to be done.. he didn't explain that test..


I'm scared. QnQ

Doc was so sweet when I told him about mom... held my hand and was all 'my condolences'
... and all i can think of was "... i still feel car sick.. i wanna go home x-x"


But I just got home and called for a new insurance card >A<



New taxi driver this morning took me a long way around... while she was driving she called another taxi driver (dave.. I know his voice) and I swear it said "Calling Dad" on the phone screen.. =w=, Because of her going the long way around I started feeling car sick... not knowing where i am and if I was gonna make my appointment didn't help.

For the ride home, the guy showed up pretty fast. He's also new. We talked about all the things wrong with us and the doctors we like and stuff. Well.. I say to him: "I'm only 31 and falling apart all over" ... I swear he nearly hit the breaks.. x'D

He turned around and was all "31?!! No way! I thought you was 19! you don't look 31 and you sound young too!"

QwQ well... a few months ago someone said i looked 16 so I've aged 3 years since...

Sometimes, i feel like some people purposely guess your age to be younger than you really are. XD;; sorta like some weird secret ego boost or something. 8U

I’m sure you’ll be fine DK. Sounds like a routine thing.

The fact that he was so shocked that he turned around to get a proper look at me and nearly slammed the breaks, he actually thought I was that young.

You can tell when people are ego boosting and when they aren't. It's all in the facial expressions. Saw it a lot with mom. They'd say she looked 40 sometimes even 30. One guy joked about her looking 25. They'd have this smile on their face where their eyes are slightly narrowed.

With me.. as soon as I say my age.. they pause, eyes go wide. Sometimes their jaw drops a bit, sometimes it clenches.

I was even asked for my ID to prove it, and then they claimed my ID was fake. ._.





routine or not.. I'm scared. Neighbor Patti said she'd take me to this appointment and stuff so I'll have someone with me before and after. I trust her more than Lauren. I was gonna ask Lauren, but she wouldn't shut up long enough for me to ask her... So I asked Patti =w=


I asked the doc if any of the 2 illnesses he mentioned were life threatening, cause the internet likes to scare people... he said they weren't.

He did seem concerned about my weight gain issues. Maybe one of these illnesses have something to do with my hard time losing weight and instead of gaining it.

Well i don’t like telling people my age so i hardly ever get such reactions. That and I rarely go out, apart from going to work lol. XD

Flaky Lauren. XD well I’m glad someone you know and trust more is available to take you.

my family doc checks my thyroid every year because thyroid issues run in the family.



ovo I felt so proud of myself today when I said I cut soda out of my diet except for maybe 1 small bottle a month. (the kind that are in the coolers near the registers)

Milk, Diet Green Tea and Water for me! ovo (and maybe hot tea when I have a sore throat)



I been trying to clean my room these past few days... I swear I only made it messier >:x