Kingdom of Knuffel

Don't get me wrong, as an extreme introvert, I'm a total shit in human interactions. But even I began craving it a little bit after not having it for too long. I mean I interact with my mom but she can be really difficult. And for good reasons, she's now difficult to deal with. There's a bit of a family drama going on right now. And I'm caught in the crossfire. So I needed to meet up with someone more normal than my family.


BTW, I think I'm manic. Or insane. Or both. I'm looking for a puppy I actually sent two messages and made one phonecall. That's insane for me.

Yeah I know what you mean. I guess most humans can’t be without at least some interaction with other people. Like sometimes it seems so unnatural to me when the house is empty and it’s quiet and like I expect that…feeling of something alive.

Lol wow. XD

I live very happily on my own for short periods of time.
Like last sunday, we were having lunch with my in-laws (who are super nice) but I was a bit under the weather so I decided to stay alone at home and eat whatever leftover I had in the fridge instead of going visit them. I feel better when I'm alone.
Nowadays I hardly ever get the luxury of a whole day on my own so I cherish it.

Anyway it's not something I can do for long. One day, two days, a week... Not much more, I think. I get grumpy after a while without proper human interaction.
I don't know, it's like eating healthy food: it may not be your favourite but you know that it makes you feel better. xD

yeah i feel the same way. maybe i can do it for one or two days. but for long extended periods of time? i don't think i can go for that long without some human face to face interaction. xD;;

The joke is to actually have normal people around you. I recently lashed out on my mom because she kept on asking me if she's bothering me and kept referencing the latest family drama. And I wasn't even involved in that one. She keeps treating me like I'm her enemy. That's what bothers me. And she doesn't understand that apparently. So I was so annoyed with the stupid treatment that I yelled at her for being fearful like I'm going to hurt her.
So for me my ex is the closest to normal interaction. He treats me like I'm human. For the most part, until I talk about esoteric stuff, then I'm delusional

Yeah maybe i need more normal people around me. XD;; its only family and coworkers. I guess coworkers would be considered normal. XD;;

*violently shakes the thread*

@n@ aaaaaaaah my headdd, stop shakingggg.

*pats Hot on the head* there, there. I'll stop. Sorry. I'm having bad days and I needed to shake something because I really want to shake somebody but they're my supervisor at work XD

I’ve been filing away the fiscal year of documents. Now our main filing cabinet looks so empty lol. XD since i only keep til around sept 2022.