Kingdom of Knuffel

OMG Wuffel! XD

I talked to the hubby yesterday Amba and he said he'll call my mom and tell her that it's for us and I guess see if we can do it with just us two. We both forgot about it yesterday after we talked about it lol. >.> We both forget too much I don't even know how we even survive together. HAHA

Lunch- Well I hope you and the fiance can get what you want for your wedding. I have a feeling that if we could get legally married my mom might tell me what to do and wear for it. Never thought my mom would be like that but now I'm starting to think that. Of course I'm her only child so that might have something to do with it. Ugh families really need to understand weddings are for the couple but it's like no one sees that.

Hello Kira.

I hope everyone is doing well. Today all I got planned is figure out if laying on the floor on my stomach is causing a bruise on my knee. I'm so busy

Your avatar is interesting, Youri

That's nice that he's willing to do that for you considering it's probably make you anxious if you had to do it instead.

Why would lying on your stomach bruise your knee? Geez, human bodies are so complicated, like there's no end of things that can go wrong with them.

Thank you :) Bought the eyes yesterday and just threw stuff together for a nature themed avi lol.

Ya and our problem is forgetting so he's gotta remember to call my mom and the doc for me to find out why I'm so weak now. Might have an idea what it is.

I have no idea why my body is confused and backwards. We took a walk 2 days ago and for some reason even with it about 75 or so out my body took it like I was walking in over 80 weather for over a hour and that never happened before to me. I think I might have a vitamin b12 problem. Wouldn't surprise me to be honest. My slight celiac, anemia and a pill I took for over 3 yrs that causes that vitamin to be stripped from your body all contribute to that vitamin. We just need to call a doc today and my mom. If I knew why about anything with my body I would be making the money. Everything medically with me is confusing as heck and no doctor believes me or listens either. >.<

My knee is better so it could of been a fluke for a couple days but my stomach has been acting up badly so I couldn't lay on the floor to test it out either.

saiyouri wrote:no doctor believes me or listens either.

I absolutely loathe when doctors are like that.

Sometimes doctors don't help that much and you gotta find your own solutions. I've a rash on my thighs that often inflames so much I can't walk. The doctor prescribed Candid, which is anti-fungal and anti-inflammatory, for the inflamed times, and BoroPlus, which is antiseptic, for the other times. Candid worked to stop it hurting but it didn't really reduce the inflammation, the skin would still look all red and irritated, and the BoroPlus didn't seem to do anything at all. Before we went to her I was using a Vaseline cocoa butter intensive moisturizing lotion which was reducing both the pain and inflammation. The reason I went to the doctor in spite of the Vaseline was because I wanted the rash to go away completely. But since what the doctor told hasn't worked, it's back to the Vaseline for me now.

I've been binge-watching a kdrama, Legend of the Blue Sea, and like, I really enjoy binge-watching. I really want to be able to do it more lol. The summer holidays are not too far away thankfully. I'm totally going to binge-watch then. And also get seriously cracking at learning Korean because it's not going to happen otherwise.

At least you found something to help with the rash. Sorry to hear you can't even find a doctor to listen. According to my mom they think we are over exaggerating or making it up because we are women...... Fine if it's a stupid male doctor but a female for Christ sake.... Like a woman should you know listen to another woman...

We got a psychiatrist appointment today and I'm going to ask him if there might be some cause for how I've been feeling lately. If all blood tests come back normal then what the heck is going on. At least this way I spoke to someone to see if there might be a mental issue going on to cause physical issues with my body. Wished I knew why my mom hasn't texted me back.... It's not normal for her to not respond to texts... Especially when it's two in a day. I'm thinking she got really sick and that's why and I don't want to call out of fear what's going on. >.> I'm a horrible daughter.

Enjoy your binge watching. It's really nice to do... But we tend to run out of stuff to watch and then we are like..'what is there even'.

Exactly! How can they assume all women whose health issues are complicated, are hypochondriacs? I think they like to think that if there's something they can't understand, it can't be a real disease, because they think they know everything there is to know. Ugh.

You're not a horrible daughter! You're worried and afraid for her so how are you a horrible daughter? Don't tell yourself something like that. You'll call if you feel ready to, or if she's unwell she or someone in her house should call you and tell you about it. She might be just fine and something else happened like she got busy or her phone conked out, don't assume the worst and maybe it'll be easier for you to call if she still doesn't respond after a while.

Lol I never run out of stuff to watch because there's always something online, and more stuff being released... my DramaList has so many shows planned I don't know where to start with it

It has come to a point where I can only pop in and out to check on things now -_- Exams are terrible things, created by someone who was no doubt one of the saddest human beings in history

i struggled for a while like that, and i still don't technically have the time to spare for kofk. however my health was a big part of me deciding that since so much of my time goes in bodily suffering, i better make some time for something i love.

of course, my case is different because practically every day is an exam day, the way the system here works if we had a month of exams out of the semester then i would be able to justify sacrifice during that one month. but the way things are i have to either sacrifice all the time or indulge myself to some extent every day.

That's kinda healthy, in my opinion. The way I see it, they're practically forcing you to work hard on a daily basis, while keeping some time aside to enjoy yourself too.

You got a Gift of the Queen? When?