Kingdom of Knuffel

Okay, it's been quiet, so I'll come up with things to say XD

A week ago I had a depressive episode. Then it quickly changed to hypomania and now I'm working with 3 accounts on dating apps, one channel on youtube about my experiences with bipolar, planning another channel with tarot, and planning to start earning from tarot readings.
Also, I have a date tomorrow, halp

I think a few months back, i was in a mood myself. Like i’m so introverted, i don’t go out, don’t have friends, not in any relationships, i was like thinking “i’ll probably die alone” and then i signed up to 2 dating sites, looked at some social anxiety sites…and then that was it. It was like a one day/night thing, i was just…feeling moody. Or feeling something. 8u

I still get emails from the places i signed up lol. I just consider it like spam mail now hahaha. XD;;

So you don't really use your dating apps? XD

Just finished my date. It was really nice. He kissed me. Good kisser.

no dating apps, just made accounts on two sites. but no, no i don't use them lol.

ooooooooo~

I kind of told another guy about my date and he almost got away because he thought I'm dating-dating someone. I panicked I explained that it was just one and first date since forever and that I don't know how it's going to be farther. I really like him, texting with him is the best so far. So I told him I'd like to meet him in person once he gets over his cold.
Oh, i also told him that basically I'm looking for a husband and baby daddy. And apparently he also wants to settle down.
But he made me promise that I wouldn't go on another date before we meet up.

So, that's the story for today.

ohhh, how interesting.

happy lunar new year!

Happy New Lunar Year!

year of the rabbit! one more year and it will be the dragon! although, i guess i would be fan tai sui at that time....|D;; like i am this year.

And what does it mean?

It’s like divination superstitious stuff. Like how the planets and stars are not aligned properly so you’ll have bad luck that year lol. It’s a bit like how some people read their horoscope every day. XD