Kingdom of Knuffel

She's a big ugly manipulator, that's all. She'll say stuff that suit her more at the moment But knowing her, she said that we should be going out only because she thought it would be appropriate to say it, but she was actually happy we'd stay with her. And then she dropped a manipulative guilt giving bomb on me XD

*hugs mem* <3

Kat, your avi is really cute! :)

[Haze]
[Jan 1 - 7]

Aw, mem, she's right though, even if she didn't really mean it. You're young and (if you want to) it's totally okay to go out for new years eve. Her plans are not your responsibility!

[Chrizine]
[Jan 1 - 7]

I know, I know. I just let her get to me ^^;

Sometimes it's really hard not to let people guilttrip you.

Indeed. But I'm getting better at not letting it happen. Having worked (and still working) on my self esteem helps a lot. Because when I feel I'm worthless, then if someone tells me I hurt them somehow, even not on purpose, I feel like an even bigger failure. And if I know I am not that bad, I can put a wall up and not let my grandma make me feel guilty over something so silly xD

How's the caravan going, btw?

Oh yeah, I can imagine low self esteem and guilt trips interfering badly...

Caravan is going well so far, I think I should manage to get all the bags this month. At least I hope so.
I'm quite glad that I actually have some time for posting at the moment, since I pretty much missed the whole caravan last month. I'd like to get a bit ahead on the items so it's not so stressful with items leaving soon that I still need anymore.

Important announcement for all crumpets over on the hangout thread!

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