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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 9th, '13, 22:59
by lockheart
Mine is I have a hard time making friends, because I don't know if they would like me for who I am or just someone they don't want to talk to.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 12th, '13, 09:08
by mercu
this wouldn't have happened if you just let me do it myself.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 12th, '13, 09:52
by Ziaheart
Shit, I really am going to die if this keeps up.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 13th, '13, 02:48
by Celestial Wolf
I know I can't depend on you forever. That's why I tried to end it. I don't want to be constantly dragging you down, even if you say you don't mind. I'm going. I think I need a new start.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 13th, '13, 18:24
by amalath
I'm sick of you slacking all the time. All you do is show off with your special position, but never help anyone when needed. We all have enough of you.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 13th, '13, 23:47
by mercu
sometimes i wish --
it scares me
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 23rd, '13, 07:28
by Ziaheart
I smile at you, but only because in my head I'm choking you to death.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 23rd, '13, 07:53
by SchitsenGiggles
I really have some hate for the old company I use to work for even though I pretend like I don't care.
x.x
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 23rd, '13, 10:12
by Sanjiyan Kitsune
My father, my mother, my peers, my elders...everyone except my Uncle John has hurt me on a deep level that I cannot even begin to express in this one post. I wish he was still alive...but was it really right of me to lean on him? All I did was cause him suffering. When he died, I didn't get to the hospital in time. He looked like he was sleeping, the machines breathing for him. I just wanted him to wake up and surprise us all. My life spiraled downward from there, and it was already hell. Everything I was ended there.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jun 24th, '13, 00:36
by nel-tu-animoke
I feel weird.
I blame myself for not sleeping at this time, for wasting my days and not learning, for not growing in faith.
I'm worried about what God thinks about me. I cannot seem to be good enough. I know that He loves me but I don't feel it. This makes me cry. And I know He's sad as well, when I think stuff like this. But I still can't change.
I can't pray. Dunno why. I'm worried about this as well.
There was a day when I thought I finally changed... but then, life's still the same, I'm still full of sins, and...
I have this constant feeling that I make Him sad.
He's working in me, but all I feel is that something is wrong. Mostly everything.
I think I've forgiven my dad but sometimes it still blame him for severely damaging my soul.
My best friend is gone for a week, I'm unable to connect with her. This emptiness bothers me.
I'm not nice enough, especially to my closest friends and my family.
I'm envious.
I'm worried.
I have dark thoughts.
I'm worried.
And I'm worried again.
I wonder how does having a real orgasm feel.
I'm disgusted. I'm disgusting.
I'm sad.
I'm an egoist.
All I think about are me and my problems.
But I should be a better person. Therefore I must think about every problem of mine and solve them as fast as possible. But I have exams, I should learn. But what if I die, like, tomorrow? Before the next exam?
I can't hide my tears. Something is very very wrong. I need hugs. A hug from You. Please don't let me fall in the darkness.