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I am alive! lmao, tho a little worse for wear.
I'm doing alright, for starters my bf left me. You know the one i ran to Australia with and i left all my family for XD. Not that they were that great to me either.
But yeah one day he said you know everything was fine and the next he told me that he hasn't been able to communicate with me as he should have and that he needed to seek the help of a psychologist and that he was a broken man and needed time work on himself.
He says its been his problem that he does not know/cannot open up when things are wrong and just bottles them up even if they were little things.
Literally i felt and believed everything was okay, and one day everything exploded and nothing was okay.
Not exploded in a physical way but just emotionally, all these things i never realized about because he never told me.
I always made time while we were together for open communication with him, ive always been honest because i know the number one thing that makes or breaks a relationship is not communicating well.
He says he understands that i did my part, and the things that were wrong were little. But since he kept pilling them up and not telling me. They became a huge thing. He says there wasn't anything i could do.
He says he still cares for me but that he needs this time apart to reevaluate himself and that maybe i should move on if he cant "fix" himself.
I'm just kind of hurt, its harder still when the person says there was nothing different you coulda done and it isn't you fault but you kind of want it to be. Bcs then you could do something about it i guess.
I'm not sure what will become of us but he's still very important to me.
And i don't know what to do about the situation.
ATM i'm just living the days one a time.
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