I think Blogilates might be good for you (unless you'll get annoyed at her positivity and quit after a week -> that's me the first time I tried XD), she really motivates you to keep going, but it's not like she doesn't give you the right to take a break if you really feel you need it. So it's, like respectful but still motivational (that a word? my brain died for a sec, lol). Anyways, you shouldn't feel forced unless you really want to push yourself. She encourages to do it, of course, but it's still up to you (advantages of your instructor being a video XD). In case of anxiety I can tell you that this vid:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxF4DWUn-VE is probably the best to start with. I don't know about the intensity, but the message is great, as well as in other videos of that series. You don't necessarily need to workout, you can also just listen and that's totally fine :) It may be things you already know, but it's a bit different when a stranger says all that XD Lol, I actually did that video today for warm up XD
I love elliptical! We have one at the outside gym nearby! Ash hates that thing, I think he just fails at using it correctly
Is there a chance you also have some outside gyms somewhere near? That way you could go work out there, without any other people watching (because, excuse me, but you're crazy for getting up so early ;>_> still love you <3) and maybe get Kyle to go with you (at least a few times until the poor thing quits, lol)
Aw, yay, *confetti rain*! It's super hard to cut it out completely, but it's good to start with something you're not entirely fond of. So thumbs up and keep going! ^3^b
I caved this month and bought a bunch of unhealthy stuff: chocolate, chips, pepsi... But kept on exercising, so at least that XD
I would still try and ask your mom if I were you. There's no harm in asking and maybe trying :)
Ah, yeah, I get it, the quiet me-time
For that I should probably stop being a lazy ass in the morning and not get into bed after making Ash's sandwiches for work x.x But I can't help myself, I just can't get up that early and stay up. But maybe I should try.
Lol, yeah, it would be good to keep yourself in the good mood from the early morning but not let Kyle be too tired/grumpy (after a while) because of that
Right? They probably changed the cleaning service, because it started suddenly and maybe that was the time the guy could do it and coordinate between his other night jobs? Idk, but damn, there's something like quiet hours, ever heard of that? x.x I mean, it would be totally acceptable if it was a full office building, but there's people living here and when everyone goes to sleep and it's quiet, every noise gets louder than ever, and that vacuum cleaner really sounded like it was coming from upstairs, not downstairs (Ash had to go outside and check to see no one had had their lights on besides the language school). So the sound was literally crawling up the walls and to our ceiling. Crazy.
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I think in the whole "Pop pilates for beginners" series Cassey actually explains every move and shows easier versions (she practically mentions them in most of her videos tho, in case a beginner got stray or in case you're too tired and don't feel like pushing yourself, you can perform the exercise in its easier version, it's cool. I learned that after watching her for a while tho :P).
