Update: I ended up just talking to my leader and he told me to think it through and then after we have some solutions implemented and I still fell iffy about it, then we'll think about something else. He also recommended I take some days off, which I'll be doing in about two weeks, so yay.
I have no idea what you guys mean about writing in cursive, I write in cursive all the time XD I don't think I've ever been taught to do it, I just randomly do it when I start writing. I don't always, though. I think it depends on how I position my hand and/or paper.
@Moi: What about things like fibroids? Or endometriosis? (I'm shooting blindfolded, lol, I assume you've been checked for everything by now). Or maybe it's hormonal?
Oh, yeah, it might be the ovulation pains! I sometimes get them, they can be pretty intense. But they sometimes situate in the bellybutton and it's strange as hell. most of the time though, it's in the ovarian area.
I've been to doctors about my period cramps (which make me cry sometimes, lol) and every doctor I've ever been to says I look fine, normal, and last time I had an appointment I was told that apparently I could have children like tomorrow... I mean, great, that's wonderful news, but why the fuck does it hurt so bad
I'v been told things like "it must be your charm". And I'm like, yeah, I'm super charming when I swear my guts out and want to rip my uterus out of me only for it to stop hurting me... Charming little gremlin
@Lulu: I think kids have a hard time learning anything if they aren't interested in it. And not many kiddos will have predispositions for languages. Also, every new generation seems to be dumber than the previous one, so idk XD I remember when I was repeating a year in high school and most of the students were just plain stupid sometimes. We had a guy in our class and he was reading English as it was written... I thought I'm going to scream at him for our teacher xD Or, we also had obligatory Russian class, and it's sometimes pretty similar to Polish, some words are pretty dang similar, like 'head' in Polish is 'głowa' and in Russian 'golova', and pronunciation is very similar, the 'L' sound is a bit different but come on. And this word appeared in the textbook and our teacher was going nuts over nobody knowing what that word meant, including two girls that were preparing for an extended final exam in Russian. So then the teacher turned to my bf and I (we were really snickering about them idiots xD) and she's like "you guys know what golova means, right?". Poor thing, she was so defeated.