@Moi: I think we'll order pizza today because Ash ha a lot of work to do and he'll have no time to cook something and I'm no use in the kitchen, especially now. I cross my fingers they bring the right pizza this time...
Yeah, I'm taking some medication but it won't work for the first 2 weeks or so. Then I should contact my doctor and we'll see if the dosage should stay the same etc. I'm only been taking it for 4 days so it won't be doing much.
I think what you're describing is depersonalization, but I might be wrong and I'm too lazy to look it up
@Lulu: I asked Ash to buy me aloe vera juice when we went out for some bread and stuff. I think that counts as a reward for getting up, getting dressed, making breakfast and going out even though I don't feel like doing anything. There's not much effort I can give lately...
Sorry about the job. Will you be getting some compensation for that time?
Oh no, don't even mention Christmas, my grandma's going to be miserable when she hears Ash and I won't be coming. Because we plan on staying home. We haven't told her or my mom yet, idk. Christmas gives me anxiety.
Also, there's this political situation in Poland and it makes things even worse to handle for me.