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Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 7th, '20, 20:29
by Moi

I know you're right.
It'd be nice to know what exactly it is.
I always hear stabbing pains aren't good, but I get them a lot in random places and just ignore them.

I know some months ago, my mom told me we needed to go check on my dad because he was in pain.
We drove to his house and there was a firetruck there too.
My dad was hurting so bad in his abdomen and they took him to the ER.
I can't remember what the doctor there said it was, but she was wrong.
When he went to another hospital, they said they had to remove his gallbladder.
But they also said he had just blood sitting in his abdomen.
At some point, he had hurt himself and was bleeding internally.

With me and my dad, we're both extremely accident-prone and get hurt a lot all the time.
Sometimes we don't even know when or how we got hurt.
So he had no idea why he was bleeding internally.

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 10th, '20, 17:17
by memoriam
I know I'm one to talk, since I avoid checking myself medically as well, but it's nothing as serious as stabbing pain. I just need to see a dentist but right now I'm not sure anyone would even have me since the pandemic is still going on and we just had more safety measures dumped on us again. But I'm not hurting that much with my tooth, it's just sensitive. Stabbing pains need some medical attention though.
Maybe you and your dad need to work on your mindfulness then? Sounds like you guys are a lot in your head and don't pay much attention to what's going on with you physically unless you're seriously hurt :mcheh: Or maybe it's something genetic, like Ash has very thin stomach lining just like his grandfather (or great granfather? I forgot), so he can't really drink alcohol because it hurts him for days later. Maybe you and your dad share some weaker internal things and on top of that you're clumsy?

I swear to god, I feel like sometimes I'm rambling without purpose. It feels like whatever I have to say is meaningless and I only type/open my mouth for the sole purpose of just spitting words out... Does anyone get that too?
Idk, I feel kinda depressed lately.
Oh, but the good thing is, I got a new laptop and it's gorgeous :mcsquee: It's also crazy expensive and I probably overpaid but I'm hoping it will be good for working on it in the future and since it's good quality, that it will last me for years.
I also went to a jewelry and minerals market last weekend by myself. It was an adventure. Went on a shopping spree. I probably shouldn't have spent as much on stones but who cares...

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 10th, '20, 21:02
by Moi

I'm having dental issues too xD
I think a nerve is exposed in one but I don't know if a dentist will see me :\

Let me put it this way: I went to close the door and my fingernail got stuck in the small opening and I almost ripped my nail off xD
That's the kind of stuff that happens to me.
Like I get bruises all over me and I have no idea where they came from 8u
I....actually get horrific pain when I drink alcohol too oO

You mean people not listening to you? It happens all the time to me Bu
I'll tell my mom something and 3 minutes later, she'll say it.

Me: It looks like it's gonna rain 8u
Mom: -doesn't respond-

-5 minutes later-

Mom: It looks like it's going to rain!
Me: >_>

And my aunt is even worse at it Bu


Congrats on the laptop 8u
I wish I had one...
I had an expensive one years ago and it was my best friend xD
I'm sorry you're feeling down, but I'm glad you had fun buying stones u8

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 11th, '20, 20:47
by memoriam
Sounds like you just need to be a little more midnful of where you're putting yourfingers xD
Also, I've had that happen to me when I was a kid, my nail was coming off for a few days and then I accidentally tore it off by hitting that fingernail on a rail near a grocery store. Hurt like hell.
But seriously, get out of your head and get back into yourbody. You can exercise mindfulness by just focusing on your 5 senses. What you see, hear, smell, taste, feel by touch. 5 minutes a day is enough. This things seem to just happen to you, but it's not like your finger just magically happened to get there

Nah, I meant just blabbling without care and not really knowing why I'm even speaking. Or writing. But I guess maybe it's because I don't feel people listen to me? But it might be also that I feel my opinioins are irrelevant to people so why even express them, you know?

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 12th, '20, 01:26
by Moi

But I was just reaching for the doorknob uB
Like a normal person.
It's not like I'm constantly daydreaming.
Like when I fall in holes around the yard.
I try hard to not step in them and I step in them anyways.

I feel that way a lot. I will want to tell someone something, but then a voice in my head says "They don't care about you or what you say so don't bother!"
Like I wanted to tell this dentist a funny joke one time and the voice said "He doesn't care about you!" but I ignored the voice and told him the joke and he and the assistant laughed.

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 17th, '20, 05:26
by Lady River
I'm baack for a bit.

It seems I just pop in and out of kofk.

I had 2 weeks of holidays and now I'm back at TAFE. Sorta procrastinating the 2 theory assessments for my database unit.

I found more arduino stuff to work on instead. It's more interesting.

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 17th, '20, 20:34
by Moi

Welcome back 8U
A lot of people do that.

I remember reading something about how procrastination is tied to the fear of failure.
Now I can't procrastinate in peace u8

How you been doing :3

Also, I noticed threads that give white pages don't seem to give event items...
If anyone wants to pop into one of my hangouts and just post a "Hey wassup 8u" and leave, you can 8u

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 18th, '20, 16:12
by jacobgrey
I'm back, first time in a month XD Half my thread subscription emails stoppped coming through, like they do sometimes. I don't know why that happens. Anyway, I did finally get one for a topic I haven't even spoken in for ages so it reminded me to log in.
Anyway probably see you in another month XD

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 18th, '20, 20:36
by memoriam
Hi River :D

Hi jacob :D
Bye jacob XD

I'm just kind of lurking nowadays and don't want to talk to anyone so I feel you guys.

Re: Confetti Rain

Posted: Oct 18th, '20, 20:44
by Moi

>XD
Hi 8D
Bye u8
Yeah, the subscription thingy doesn't seem to be working either xD

Mem: Lurking is fine. Are you doing okay, though :3