((Hehe, that's good :)))
The rest of the day passed by without Amaryllis taking much note of it. After the needlework she had a singing lesson, but her heart was not in it today. The teacher complained that she lacked the expression he was used to from her and she excused herself saying she was feeling a little unwell.
Her parents were busy, so she had her dinner served in her own room with Mia keeping her company. She of course noticed that something was off, having known Ama for years. She tried to ask her what it was, but Ama dared not to let her friend in on the secret. While she knew that Mia considered her a friend and not just the lord's daughter as well, she was still employed by her father. Ama did not want to force her to pick her loyalty and she was also not entirely sure what the outcome would be if she did.
The next day she was very busy, her mother having loads of little tasks for her. She tried stealing off to Nox' room in the afternoon, but a stablehand was in the lower floor of the eastwing, cleaning out some cages. She had no way to get upstairs unseen, so she had to resign herself to play with the swankittens for a bit to explain her presence. Usually that brought her joy, but today it only brought questions. Were these little creatures just as unhappy here as Nox? They didn't seem unhappy, but what did she know... But since they had been bred in captivity, they probably really weren't, since they didn't know any other life. That thought brought back the memory of something Nox had said the day before: "Your wings have been clipped before you were given a chance to fly."
Was that what he had meant? That she just didn't know any other life? It was true, sure enough. But she couldn't imagine what a different life would be like.
The day after, she had more free time, but again the east wing was not empty. She was starting to worry that someone had caught onto her. Had her behaviour been too unusual? But she had done her best not to let any of her thoughts show on her face!
Desperate to look after Nox again, she resolved to sneak out of her room and into the menagerie during the night. Surely, even if they were onto her, they would never expect this from her, so she doubted that the eastwing would be watched at night.
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