@ Feb
Ahh so many things keep me up at night, honestly...
My granddad passed away in November (very sudden, he wasn't sick) and it all started then. I couldn't sleep anymore for weeks and it's slowly getting better, but still very hard.
And then there's other things keeping me up, such as worrying about my parents and grandmother, because they are not in perfect health at the moment.
Aw, doing work you are not qualified for can be very stressful! The fear to fail and the lacking knowledge can be killing for your self esteem D:
I'm sorry to hear about your boyfriend's habits! I know how you feel, honestly. I don't wanna go into detail about that right now but yeah..
@McCoy
I try to take deep breaths too when i start panicking or something, it sometimes helps me