Hmmm not sure about your depression, though I will say my mental health improved a lot once I found a combo that worked (though every once in a while we still need to adjust it). There’s still stuff that I have to work on or there’s still some mindsets/points of view that might just be my personality/disposition, but my meds at least keep me stable so I can go through life! So maybe it’s your depression or maybe it’s just a natural tendency, there’s no way for us to tell at least.
It is realistic to acknowledge that as we get older our bodies might get more aches and stuff, and our loved ones might go before us, but that’s something I’m going to think about when I get to like 50 or 60 haha. 34 is still quite a ways away from 40!! Is there anything in the new year you’re looking forward to?
I also think I don’t act my age, or rather, I probably don’t dress my age and I’m blessed with good genetics. XD Everyone still thinks I’m 16…