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What is your favorite thing on planet Earth?
Animals  20%  [ 16 ]
Music  10%  [ 8 ]
Books  23%  [ 19 ]
Food  11%  [ 9 ]
Other (Please comment.)  9%  [ 7 ]
Please just give me the FP!  27%  [ 22 ]
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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Jul 25th, '20, 03:48    


Tam I am

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It was my niece who died in the womb.

Still Hurricaned.

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I am Tam. Tam I am. I like green eggs, but I don't like ham.
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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Jul 25th, '20, 04:05    


Moi

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Location: \8u/

She is quick. And a little too smart for her own good Bu
Did I mention the time I said something tasted bitter and unpleasant and she said "Just like you \8u/"
And I pointed at this poop emoji toy on the shelf and was like "There's a poop 8u/" and she said "Ashley, what're you doing on the shelf 8u"

I'm surprised Hyde hasn't snapped at him. He snapped at Kiri and he knew her way longer.
I've never had a dog be aggressive with their food and me.
I did take Soi's bone once and she growled at me, but she was nearing the end of her life and she was just always irritable.

It'd take at least 3 decades to undo my self hatred 8u


I was with my grandpa when he died.
My mom told me to go give him a kiss but I was too scared to.
And even after he died, I was still too scared to touch him.


Tam: ;;

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A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Jul 26th, '20, 23:47    


Rayven

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Sorry I wasn't around much this weekend, not enough to talk anyway. I did yardwork and chores yesterday so I could be lazy today on the Sabbath, and then after church I took a long nap. XD


Tam-Awww. That's so sad. :qsob: I hope it helped give you closure.

Stupid Flo. XD *hugs* I'll be right there with you in about a week. I think.









Moi-O.O Wow. XD Little stinker.

LOL That sounds like something my mom would say. She calls me a poophead. :qmeh:

I've only had one that was food aggressive with me. The rest just got mad at other animals. I can touch Max's food but poor Minnie and Bob can't come near him when he's eating or if he wants to eat something that he's not going to get but thinks he is. XD

Awww. I hope not. There's nothing to hate. *hugs*

I agree with you. I know it's silly because they won't mind, but it just seems weird. *shivers* It was hard to touch grandma but I made myself do it. Her hair was so crazy I just had to push it back a little. It's only hard with people though. I can touch dead animals with no problem. It just makes me sad but it doesn't seem weird.

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Jul 29th, '20, 18:58    


Tam I am

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Sorry for the silence. Explain is on my blog.

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Jul 29th, '20, 21:49    


Rayven

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No worries. :qsml:

Awww, yeah. :qsob: Sorry you've had a crappy week. *hugs*

I went swimming today! It was lovely. Not trying to rub my good times in. XD The water was a little cold but so worth it. :qsml:

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Aug 1st, '20, 04:53    


Moi

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My sister told me to stop being funny because I'm too good at it xD
And my aunt noted that I'm quick-witted because I always have a response when someone says something.

Oh Momo is a little hellspawn Bu
She constantly hisses and swats at every cat and Hyde if they're anywhere near her.
Yesterday, she ran up to Sabre, hissed and swatted at him when I was letting her in the house.
She ran up to HIM. He was there before her xD

I have a lot of self hatred. I've had nearly no self-esteem most of my life.
It's not easy building it up.
I'm better than I used to be.
I always felt like people hated me and if they talked to me, it was out of pity or they were tricking me.
Like "Why would someone like me?"
And when people show concern for me, it freaks me out.
Like when my bestie stopped plucking my eyebrows because she said she didn't like hurting me.
That really shocked me and left a big impact on me xD
It was like "....You don't want to hurt me ;;?"


I have an aversion to physical intimacy. I don't like hugging people, kissing people, being hugged, being kissed, etc.
So it scared me and I didn't do it.


I'm glad you had fun swimming :3
I'm not a huge fan of water u8

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Aug 1st, '20, 21:18    


Rayven

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XD I can see that. I usually do too but it isn't always funny. Sometimes I'm crabby. :qoops:

XD It's good for him. Maybe he'll see how he's made other cats feel.

You're very likeable. :qsml: Trust me, I know how hard it can be to stop the negative recordings that go round and round in our heads. :qsweat:

I can understand that. I had a 6 foot bubble before Covid. XD I don't feel that way about everyone but most people I do, especially people I don't know well.

Thanks. Why? Can you swim? My mom doesn't like the water because she's afraid since she can't swim.

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Aug 2nd, '20, 02:36    


Moi

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I'm always irritable xD
I guess it's just part of anxiety and depression.

We let them inside last night and he went all the way to the other side of the house just to avoid her xD

I've come across people who did not like me. Several on this site, actually 8u
But I'm happy you like me u8

I've gotten to where I will accept a hug if it's from a family member and they really want one, but I'm not a touchy feely kind of person.
Definitely don't kiss anyone. Except the cats and my dog.
8u

I can swim. When I was a kid, I was playing in a teacher's pool and I went up for air and someone shoved my head underwater and wouldn't let me come up for air.
It was traumatic enough to leave a lasting fear.
I don't know who did it either.
I panic when I go underwater.
And I also just don't like being wet.
Even showers are unpleasant.
I also get anxious when I see pictures of large bodies of water.
Oceans, lakes, rivers...
Maybe I drowned in a past life u8

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Aug 2nd, '20, 11:40    


Rayven

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Yeah, it is. I just get tired of stupid. XD

Queen Momo! :qlol: That little kitten is getting within about 4 feet from me now. Still won't let me touch it. :qsob: The neighbor said he might take it.

Can't please 'em all. *shrugs* I wouldn't give them a second thought. Women generally don't like me, in person of course. It hasn't seemed to matter online. My mom says they're just jealous but don't moms have to say that? XD

I can if I'm with someone but that's about it. I mean, I'll let people hug me but it's not my favorite. XD I give Max and Bob way too many kisses. Max doesn't seem to mind and will even kiss me back, but Bob doesn't really like it. XD

I think that would traumatize anyone. I'm glad you didn't drown. Stupid people! I've often wondered if I wasn't hung. I don't like things touching my neck. It makes me feel claustrophobic.

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 Post subject: Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Aug 2nd, '20, 22:21    


Moi

Joined: Jun 17th, '08, 21:48
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Location: \8u/

I grew up with my mom snapping at me and my aunt snaps at me, so I snap at people.
I honestly hate it, but it comes out before I can stop it.

I gave all the cats some catnip last night and Momo was so cute.
She was lying on her back with her leg in the air and she was wagging her tail.
I got a picture of her, but it was blurry for some reason xD
Momo high on catnip.


Just keep trying. It takes a while to make a new friend :3
Would your neighbor let you become friends if he takes it in u8


I don't care overall if people don't like me, but I really don't know what I did to make them not like me to begin with xD
I've had people just go after me.
._.

That is a mom thing to say xD
But I mean, it's true sometimes.
I remember this girl at my sister's school insulting her clothes.
Calling my sister poor and saying her clothes were ugly.
They wear uniforms. How is my sister's uniform ugly when that girl is wearing the same uniform xD
My sister is much younger than me, so I know I can't yell at kids, but that pissed me off.
My big sister instincts kicked in and I wanted to punt that kid Bu


I constantly hug and kiss Momo. I did it with Kiri too.
People seem to find kissing animals weird and gross.
It's just like kissing a person >8u
I pick them up, hug them, then kiss their head and put them down.
Oh, but it's fine to do that to a baby \>8u/


I really wish I knew who did it. And how they were able to do it, I don't know. We were surrounded by other kids and teachers.

That's so funny because I don't like things touching my chest o_O
It makes me really uncomfortable when things touch my chest. Like even if I'm wearing a necklace - I HATE it.
I wonder if I was stabbed in the chest or suffered some injury to it in a past life.
I was thinking about that last night.







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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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