Indeed, though part of me is worried that I'm getting jaded.
When I first started teaching students I was super idealistic. Like "I am going to make sure you learn this! Make sure you thrive!"
And now I'm like "Okay it's clear that you don't even want to learn, let's just see how to get you to finish your homework on time..."
Ahhh yes, I'm still working on building that barrier so I don't take things personally and get angry at work/ at students. I am getting better though! Just a year or two ago I was making myself super upset when a day didn't go right, now I'm a lot more zen. Though I don't know if it's a good or bad thing, but I tend to reflexively smile when something strikes me in the Anger Point (like when a student keeps making the same basic mistakes even though I taught it 10 times, and it's obvious that they just didn't even try), which again, depending on the student can be Super Effective or Detrimental
I am both super excited and terrified of starting in a public high school class tbh /D;;; What if the students gang up on me...