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I would prefer this was not read, but it doesn't matter, nothing of it is really personal. :P
First off, I hate school and do not want to go back when it starts again. I do not just hate the homework, I hate the students. Most are just immature little brats that never learned how to grow up. There perverted jokes are not funny, they are wrong, and they shouldn't e ven know what half the things they say mean.
My dad annoys me and I cant stand it. He laughs when I say it annoys me, yet I fail to see how it's anywhere near funny. When I do something wrong, they call me names. When I return the favor, they just say "that's not nice" or "you shouldn't talk to your parents like that", they're right I shouldn't, but what gives them the write to talk to their daughter that way? Just because I'm younger than them they think they can get away with doing anything yet I still have to respect my elders? I wish I could, but I can't show them respect unless they show me respect in return. I'd hate to sound like a brat, but all I want is the insults to end in our family and not have to turn and walk out of the room before the saw my clouded eyes.
Another thing is, I hate guns. They make my me freeze and unable to talk. I don't want one in the house, I don't feel safe with one. I couldn't ever use one for anything except skeet shooting or something of the like. I couldn't live with the burden of have taken a life, legal or not. I don't want it to ever be that way, but I'm afraid someday it might be. I wish I could live in a place without the worry, but even if all weapons were made illegal, everyone still wouldn't be safe. Perhaps I'm worried about nothing, but I could never be too sure.
I worry every time my mother goes to the doctor. I fear one day they'll say she has something serious. One night I was watching TV and saw a commercial about a life threatening illness for people her age and wanted to cry. I'm afraid that I could lose her and I don't know what I would do. I don't want to live alone with my father all the time, I couldn't. I wouldn't. How would it affect my life? I would have no one there at home. They said if both of them were to die, I would live with my brother. I don't mind visiting him, but not permanently.
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