We used to play together we used to go together Have lunch together, or at the shopping mall even it's not just the two of us, with our friends I mean, I am more than happy.
It's been two years do you know how much I want you? the one that I desire is you, not him. but yeah, I dated him. it's because I don't wanna lose him, he's our best friend. he said if I don't accept his heart, he will go forever. what else I can do? although I was with him, my heart is still yours forever, RV.
but I just can't stand it. I don't have any feelings for him, yeah I loved him, but only as a friend. do you know how much I suffered? you're his very best friend. Losing him, means losing you too.
But I'm still just a human. I can't stand his attitude. He's just too...careless.. And got a really bad temper. he doesn't like to try for something to work. he hates study, but he doesn't have any talent. if his family has a large company and he's the successor, I still can understand that. but the fact, he isn't. And I was the one who have to pay for his meal, or even pay for his parking lot. Oh boy, I am a girl. It's not supposed to be that way... And I found out that he was a big jerk, and wanna find another girlfriend. That's why I dumped him. But he's a real drama king. he act like he was the victim, and tell everyone that I was the one who's being mean. Do you believe him too, RV? I really wanna tell you, but I'm afraid. Now, the only thing I can do is watching you...just from afar. I really want to go back, I don't care if I lose him, but I don't wanna lose you..
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