That was really unnecessary. I had just joined the match, I had no idea who you even were. Cussing me out and reporting me when I only stunned you ONE time. (Which isn't against any rules what so ever, it's a game mechanic you should learn how to use.) You were being completely obvious. Running at me and starting a chase. What, was I suppose to just let you kill me for a measly 100 points when I could get 200 for stunning you? You were out of line. I don't know if there was another Courtesan who had been there before giving you a hard time, but if there was you could of had the common sense to remember their name, and not harass the one who just joined the game not even 20 seconds ago.

+sigh+ People. I only wish he had stayed longer than 2 minutes so I could of put him in his place. At least I was the bigger person and completely ignored his little charade towards me. But, I hope you know that reporting me does absolutely nothing when I did nothing wrong. I know you reported me. It puts your account in a bad standing for a few days while they keep an eye on you. But, that's over and done now.

I should have reported you. For threatening my life. But, I didn't.
You were a grown man too. Geez.


/Game drama

(I just needed to vent that. I didn't want my friend knowing he had threatened my life.)

You know what? I think I've put you off talking to me about your problems because of my reaction when you tried. I'm really sorry, but you don't have to be afraid of burdening me. I'm the one who should be afraid of burdening you.

Don't be afraid to be blunt about your feelings with me. I may be hurt, but it's better than getting hurt because you faked and lied just to protect the moment.

I'm afraid. What if they try to separate us? Losing you may be the worse experience for me... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have made that promise.
Now I know I couldn't keep it. But I insist we keep on trying...

Don't let me become insane.

Sometimes, it feels like the family is falling apart. There were never any seams; it's like too much fluff stuffed into a plushie, ready to explode. Today's argument was louder than the usual. If you didn't like Grandma's ways, why did you marry him? See, you're pretty blind too.

Sometimes, I feel as if you're my only family. the only one who loves me despite hard times.

I am paranoid. I want to trust y'all, but my heart has learned that not everything is as it seems.

My friends don't know how grateful I am for them.

I can't expect anyone to drop their lives just for me, but sometimes I selfishly wish they could.

I worry too much.

I wish I knew how to respond properly. All I can do is ask useless questions at most.

I keep focusing on my flaws. they warn me that I will become my flaws if I'm not careful.

They don't pry. I wish they would. Then I could tell them stories of my past that have tortured me for years.