I think death is a part of life, but I don't think good people deserve to go out horribly.
Even murderers on death row get peaceful injections.
And to be honest, I think they deserve the torture they put on the people they hurt.
Though I suppose my beliefs have me supposed to forgive people and let God deal with it.
It still makes me angry.
Having watched my grandpa get cancer and get weaker and weaker, it makes me sick knowing there was no cure to help him.
It also disgusts me that doctors fuck around and just let people get too far gone then say "Oh, sorry, we can't do anything."
I'd try my hardest to stay alive.
Even if I was shot in the head, I'd use all the willpower I had to stay alive.
But at the same time I think when it's your time to go, it's your time.
I think a person can be shot in the head, set on fire and dumped in acid and still walk away if it's not their time yet.