Sooo...my cat Midnight threw up into her food dish just now, then Dyna rushed over and started eating it. Yup.

sounds like you missed out on an awesome treat!

Animals are awesome.

I'd listen to night vale but I'm so.. not good in listening to things.

I'm not good at...things.

I'm really awful at making things habit that aren't already habit. We were discussing something in Psych last semester, and we went over some stuff you could be low or high in, and I'm fairly certain I was low in it, which means that it will always be really hard for me to like...do new things that don't bring me instant pleasure. I mean like, working out, and things like that. Combine that with my horrible memory, and I basically suck at doing anything on my own heh.

I figured I could totally crochet while listening to it. Which I already do with TV that I don't have to read. (Crocheting to subtitled anime is pretty hard, heh.)

huh, I'd like to figure that same thing out, dark o 3o

ah, it was motivation. Achievement motivation specifically. It was basically described as, when you're really low on it, even when you really want to do something, it can be hard to keep it up. You might do it for a little bit, maybe a week or so, but it'll just start getting harder, especially when it's something where you don't see instant results. And eventually it's just going to be harder and harder to make yourself do it, even if you want to. And I mean, it doesn't mean you CAN'T do things, just that it tends to take a lot more effort to keep up with it.

Blaise Aurel wrote:I'm not good at...things.

I'm really awful at making things habit that aren't already habit. We were discussing something in Psych last semester, and we went over some stuff you could be low or high in, and I'm fairly certain I was low in it, which means that it will always be really hard for me to like...do new things that don't bring me instant pleasure. I mean like, working out, and things like that. Combine that with my horrible memory, and I basically suck at doing anything on my own heh.

That pretty much describes me...

oh geez, that sounds a lot like me too, dark

I am also terrible at listening to things; my ADD always kicks in, and I keep having to rewind to the last thing I remember. But it's a fun show, especially if you like crazy conspiracy theories, spooky things, and absurdist humor.