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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 19th, '14, 03:47    


Onzou

Joined: Oct 31st, '10, 11:06
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It's been one hell of a week... please stop, we don't need anymore stress.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 19th, '14, 08:20    


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Ziaheart

Joined: Jun 22nd, '08, 18:31
Posts: 12326
Hugs: 244182
Mood: *fingers crossed*
Location: Canada
I despise you.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 20th, '14, 03:12    


Lulu_Bell07

Joined: Dec 1st, '10, 04:43
Posts: 534
Hugs: 15784
Mood: Blehhhhhh
I feel so stress out make me wish I could hide from everyone and not deal with problems. I'm getting tried again it was fine for awhile now it getting to the point I want to cancel my phone and travel a little. I don't know just get away from everything. No one give a crap about my problems why do I have to care about their problems ? But at least I haven't felt like before crying to myself.

They only like to come to me to bitch how life is so horrible all theses problems everyone has problems not just you. It is hard for me to hold it all in sometimes. I get tried and tell them what I would do but I guess that isn't the advice they're seeking.

I tried to help my sister with her stomach problems eat papya and pineapple I heard it help for the stomach. Make it into a shake and just chug it. Eating not healthy is might be a huge problem that why your stomach like that.But I bite my tongue and try not to hurt her feelings all I could tell her my little tips on what I been doing.

I got down to 208 at the moment it kinda feels like I been stuck for awhile really. Everyone stressing me out make me forgetting on what my goal is sometimes. Not like I'm going back to the back junk food life stye but the ice cream seem to help comfort me by forgetting about shit going on. I feel like a pig when I look at the mirror seeing all these fat surrounded by me. I'm gross out how ugly I am. Noone will love someone like me. Why do I bother to try anymore ? I been trying for someone but it is pointless really how my feels and what I would like could never happen. Am I really going to be alone for the rest of my remaining days?

I hate my body soo much if only I could just cut off the parts I hate the most maybe I wouldn't feel like this. Just get the knife and cut off the things that make me ugly. Maybe then someone could really love me. Why do I wish for love? I don't understand it sometimes. We were born alone and will die alone but why does it matter then ? Why can't I be happy ?

I can never be happy cause what I am and how I look . The answer I look for it is from my outside and the inside. Who will love someone FAT and ugly looking like myself ? Someone retarted like myself ?? How can someone love something like me ? I wish I was smart and pretty.

I hate life and everything about it sometimes. But there has to been something good out there right? I wish someone could tell me I am wrong and I'll be happy.

I just came here to vent about how people problems are making me go insane stressing me out. And now I made myself cry wonderful huh? I hate you so much.

I got a headache now. I really do a good job on punishing myself lol. Oh well life is life another day comes and other day goes. Nothing be could be done just try do what you can.

I really want a hug.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 20th, '14, 06:48    


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Ziaheart

Joined: Jun 22nd, '08, 18:31
Posts: 12326
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Location: Canada
Well, fuck you, too.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 21st, '14, 20:53    


Onzou

Joined: Oct 31st, '10, 11:06
Posts: 320
Hugs: 12148
You must think I'm deaf - considering you keep muttering things barely 2 feet away from me. I just got paid, so what if I want to use $30 of MY money to buy clothes I need.

That also hurt, you pinched my hand in the car door than told me to "suck it up it's not broken". No, it's not broke, but it stung so let me baby it for a second. I didn't say anything about it, I just said "ow" and pulled my hand away. You act like I started crying or something.

And stop walking into my room without asking (doesn't lock) that's three times this week. Once I was actually half naked, second I was about to take my shirt off, and third I had JUST finished dressing. Learn to knock!

And you are not the only one grieving. You act like it's all on you and that it doesn't affect us a bit. The world does not revolve around you. "Why are you sad?" Oh gee, I don't know, my best friend/dog is dead? Am I not allowed to be sad - only you? Is his death not allowed to make me sad at all?

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 21st, '14, 22:36    


corina626

Joined: Oct 15th, '08, 17:58
Posts: 819
Hugs: 10040
Mood: (。・_・。)
Location: California
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I have an imaginary friend and I consider them closer than any of my real family/friends. It's not sane for someone my age but it gives me a sense of security that I don't have anywhere else.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '14, 00:22    


moonlight_sonata

Joined: Oct 21st, '10, 01:54
Posts: 1568
Hugs: 37645
Mood: Feeling bleh
Location: Doesn't matter >=)
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I wish I had more compassion for my own race. But everytime I go to the grocery and get ready to pay with my couple of items. I need to wait for these people with cart fill with good kind of meat and food.

I hate them why does the government reward these female dog's so much foodstamp ?

While here I am living off $3 pack of four slice meat that suppose to make TWO meals.

Today I only had $10 on me. I was buying some meat, chicken breast, blue berries, four apples, avocado, those tiny milk/strawberry milk both $1 you know those you can drink while you're on the go not sure how big of oz it was.

I went over broad by $4 dollars I had to remove the chicken and one of the avocado's. The cashier look like a bitch and made me feel stupid as well. =/



The joke is on us ! I only have $15 WONDERFUL of foodstamp the pride for me I'm going to the dollar tree huh? NOPE everything cost a arm and a leg. Trying to live on a health life style cost more then being able to eat $1 hamburgers at Burger king.

I wish these people return to their country and loose all that fat they have gain eating the better kind of food.

If you want a easy life have a couple of kids and live life to the fullest, free food,housing and hell even your MAN and live the best. These women sicken me so much giving the goverment the pity act I'm a single mother of 6 kids ;_;. Make that good for nothing sperm donater support every one of them. BUT Lord if there is NO BEER they act like the world going to eat. SCREW YOU GOOD FOR NOTHINGS !


I wish there was a law women only allow to have 2 kids.

God Bless them all with their $500 food stamps >_>



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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '14, 10:07    


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Ziaheart

Joined: Jun 22nd, '08, 18:31
Posts: 12326
Hugs: 244182
Mood: *fingers crossed*
Location: Canada
Fuck you. All of you.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 22nd, '14, 21:33    


moonlight_sonata

Joined: Oct 21st, '10, 01:54
Posts: 1568
Hugs: 37645
Mood: Feeling bleh
Location: Doesn't matter >=)
I hate being a girl already my 2nd time crying in this week. Is this the price for me to pay dropping all these weight ? :mccry: .....grr I hate crying it is annoying mostly the after headache you get.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 23rd, '14, 03:38    


itsu-datte

Joined: Apr 14th, '11, 05:59
Posts: 1172
Hugs: 65221
Mood: I was someone once.
Location: New York

We may be "friends" but I am not going to do everything for you. I am not going to hall you around eveytime you want to go somewhere. I am not ever going to lend you money. And most of all I will NEVER EVER move in with you and your man. Ever. I will not baby an adult who is more than capable of getting up off her lazy ass, getting a job, and doing things for herself!

I think you've clogged up my life long enough.
No one needs a leeching friend like you.


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