After everything his drug abuse did to this family - you turn around and get addicted to meth. We've had our suspicions for a while now, but having so many people come and tell us (over 5) who are coming to your mother begging her to find a way to help you, just confirms it.

Why are you doing this? Isn't it enough that he was on coke and our uncle is on heroine? Do you REALLY need to fuck up this family more? We've been confronting you about this and TRYING to help, but you won't see reason. You're too stubborn and more concerned about a guy who cheats on you every chance he gets, and how you'll get your next high.

Since you have a warrant for your arrest, I think it's best if we just turn you in. Because you're not going to do it yourself, and we're tired of doing this. You've burnt bridges with everyone who ever gave a damn about you. So, I hope the alcohol and drugs were worth it.

My whole life going to be crap with this ear so damn annoying. One min perfect fine the next and then the next min hurt a lot. One min I can hear the next min feel like my ear has water can't ear anything. Every day seem I'm taking too much medicine. Nose sprays, allergies pills, advil or tyonel 2-4 times daily it seem. OH and the lovely feeling of worrying it coming back every single day. Another surgery yes another one for sure, but no the doctor tell me everything is fine. Damn this weather is screwing me over. As long I don't get sick I should be okay right? I'm not looking forward to the cold/flu season one little infection means a lot to me and my ear.

Or once I would like to stop worrying so much about my health. Can someone help me and stop making me over think things ? I do over think soo much and it is killing me somethings.

What can I say the same shit all over again ear and emotions being wrack today. One min I'm happy then I'm getting teary over a stupid song. Then I get a text from a family member asking for my sister number not even asking how her "mother/grandma" is doing. Animal gives more fucking love to their family then human can remember someone who raise you. Did you forget my one my fucking sister give you to my mom and dad cause she believe her husband came first then you? He didn't want you cause you wont his child. Now that you're married that dick of your husband only gives a fucking damn about his family everything goes to his family. You're fucking serious give his mother the truck when you were going to sell it to mom for a crazy price. Then going to sell your car more then it was fucking worth just to turn around and sell it to his fucking sister just for $2,500 when you were asking for $4,000. I hope your son does the same shit you're doing to mom. I HATE that she always asking for you and wondering how her great grandson is doing. You're stupid and you piss me off. I try hard to hide it but I can't help but to release it out sometimes. My day was great until I got the text. I tried to relax and watch some anime but keep getting mad. Bleh fuck you period and fuck you ear ! Both of you fucking suck ! I rather just stab my ear many times but I know it wont change anything will always come back. I hate people always talking their sick or their problems are greater then anyone else. Try living with a diease or a sickness no real treatment just surgery after surgery. Fucking grow up and think about other people for once. My mother brother has cancer in his throat and last time I heard him spoke to my mom on the phone he sound like a old lady. EVERYONE has problem stop acting like you're only one here with problem and stop and think about some stupid little shit problem like " Oh I can't buy food for my kids....or Oh I need gas money" GET A FUCKING NIGHT JOB, get your lazy ass off the fucking bed and work already damnit ! How can you let your son girlfriend live there and eat all the fucking food, how can you buy your fucking girlfriend cause he is more of a fucking girl then a man, a real man fucking works and support his family. Not some fucking pothead just works for his cuzin and sell blood just for fucking pot. Stop talking about your son and bitch all the time I'm with you, I always get a fucking headache listening listening to you. What this shit about how girls are more stupid learning how to fucking drive then guys. Bitch I learn how to drive and got my lic and I have a reading problem and remembering problem and I pass both test with a 94/96 and just fail once . No shit that girls are more stupid in learning how to drive then guys there some stupid boys can't drive for crap.

The whole fucking world is fucking pissing me off !