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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 9th, '15, 02:08 |
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Errisa
Joined: May 1st, '10, 02:24
Posts: 4693
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Mood: hugs please <3
Location: Canada
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Sometimes I feel really alone. And left out. And like a jealous monster.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 9th, '15, 12:56 |
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ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
Joined: Feb 15th, '12, 04:32
Posts: 148
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Spoiler I hate everyone and everything at my fucking job.
I hate that I had to give up my day off to cover some stupid fucker's shift.
I hate that I'm going to probably have to go back to 5 nights in a row.
I hate that I'm going to be working 40 hour weeks for minimum pay at a job I couldn't give a fucking shit about.
I HATE THE FAST FOOD INDUSTRY.
I HATE BEING AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND.
I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF THIS.
I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED.
I want nothing more than to be happy...but all I am is depressed.
Suicide is more often than not on my mind lately...it would be so easy.
It would be easy to do it right now, in fact.
I have a blade just a few feet away in a craft box.
But I'm a coward...and I can't do it...
So...I'll just keep suffering...
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♡ ✂ ♔【 s ρ σ σ к ү ρ я ι η c ε s s 】♔ ✂ ♡
⛥ Santa, that's my only wish this year~ ⛥
☾ Formerly || zσяуα ☽
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 9th, '15, 18:14 |
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jacobgrey
Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
Posts: 10677
Hugs: 152606
Mood: (◡‿◡)
Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
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Fucking rejections for work that I know damn well I'm over qualified for. Jumping through hoops for freelance work and not even getting it and then having a form rejection letter that doesn't actually apply to the work I sent in. I love freelance work except for that small minority of companies that just couldn't give a shit. Excuse me while I go look at my positive reviews on freelancing sites to calm down.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 17th, '15, 18:50 |
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Alith Anar
Joined: May 9th, '10, 19:29
Posts: 434
Hugs: 9359
Mood: Tired... *yawn*
Website: http://www.etsy.com/uk/shop/MissMoonshinesMakes
Location: England
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 18th, '15, 13:50 |
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ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
Joined: Feb 15th, '12, 04:32
Posts: 148
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Spoiler More and more and more suicidal urges.
I want to die...
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♡ ✂ ♔【 s ρ σ σ к ү ρ я ι η c ε s s 】♔ ✂ ♡
⛥ Santa, that's my only wish this year~ ⛥
☾ Formerly || zσяуα ☽
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 18th, '15, 13:57 |
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jacobgrey
Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
Posts: 10677
Hugs: 152606
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Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
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It's my last day, and everyone just went out for lunch without inviting me. My manager took two days off without telling me she wouldn't be here for my last day, or without sending so much as a goodbye note. Everyone else gets a big meal out and a presentation from their manager and gifts. Am I really just so invisible and worthless to everyone here? I was sad to leave, now I'm so glad because I could never face coming back into the room with those people after this.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Sep 19th, '15, 14:21 |
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ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
Joined: Feb 15th, '12, 04:32
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As soon as my family left I ended up in a ball on the kitchen floor screaming and crying.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore...I just want to die more and more every single day.
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♡ ✂ ♔【 s ρ σ σ к ү ρ я ι η c ε s s 】♔ ✂ ♡
⛥ Santa, that's my only wish this year~ ⛥
☾ Formerly || zσяуα ☽
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 7th, '15, 21:25 |
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Semi Lovely
Joined: Jan 9th, '10, 00:04
Posts: 500
Hugs: 9431
Location: Lost in time.
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Yea, ok. So you went through some bad stuff, I guess. I'm sorry that happened to you. But what do you expect from me? You never told me anything. Me. Your boyfriend. All I knew was that you disappeared from my life without a word.Without any way to possibly contact you. And you come back 10 months later and expect everything to be just fine?
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 7th, '15, 21:52 |
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itsu-datte
Joined: Apr 14th, '11, 05:59
Posts: 1172
Hugs: 65039
Mood: I was someone once.
Location: New York
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is it even worth it anymore?
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 16th, '15, 04:22 |
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Moi
Joined: Jun 17th, '08, 21:48
Posts: 54000
Hugs: 517654
Mood: Know you're not alone.
Website: http://seppukuaddict.deviantart.com/
Location: \8u/
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Spoiler
I don't want to bother anyone anymore. These past two days are horrible. I'm sicking of being where I am. I don't want to keep losing people. I'm so tired of hurting. I'm tired of thinking about tomorrow or what's coming. I don't want to think or feel anything anymore. I'm tired of hurting. But I feel like I bother people too much.
My body is weak and tired. My mind is weak and tired. My soul is weak and tired.
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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."
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