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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Aug 29th, '16, 20:27    


Plaguemouse

Joined: Aug 19th, '16, 03:13
Posts: 28
Hugs: 3400
Im banned from drinking but I keep doing it. I need it. I may be becoming an alcoholic, but at least when I have liquor Im not miserable and don't want to kill myself.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Aug 31st, '16, 07:34    


Sunlight

Joined: Mar 5th, '12, 03:50
Posts: 3796
Hugs: 137317
Mood: Reflective
Website: http://kofk.de/memberlist.php?mode=viewprofile&u=13052
Location: Within the Looking Glass
I just want to be a hermit again.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 1st, '16, 11:38    


Fire

Joined: May 31st, '09, 14:54
Posts: 5592
Hugs: 109436
Mood: Back in my home country for the first time in 2.5 years.
Location: Wherever the wind takes me...
This song hits a little too close to home. It fits me perfectly.
I'm afraid that no matter how hard I push, I will never be the girl I was, the girl I always wanted to be, because she's gone.
She was brave, fearless, taking names and not taking any shit.
She was smart and adventurous and confident and ki d and she loved with all her heart without fear.
I want her back so bad.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 1st, '16, 11:51    


jacobgrey

Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
Posts: 10677
Hugs: 152183
Mood: (◡‿◡)
Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
I just want one day pain-free. One day when I'm not scared to go out on my own in case I don't have the strength to get back. One day where I can say, yes, I'll go to this event on my own and have a good time, and I won't be too tired to speak to anyone.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 2nd, '16, 03:12    


Plaguemouse

Joined: Aug 19th, '16, 03:13
Posts: 28
Hugs: 3400
I drank again. An acquaintance 3x my age came over to my house while I was alone and drunk and gave me more until I was blackout, and he took advantage of me.

I feel wrecked.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 2nd, '16, 09:57    


Sunlight

Joined: Mar 5th, '12, 03:50
Posts: 3796
Hugs: 137317
Mood: Reflective
Website: http://kofk.de/memberlist.php?mode=viewprofile&u=13052
Location: Within the Looking Glass
I just want to crawl into a corner and cry. And the dumbest thing is I don't even have a reason why.

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 9th, '16, 11:19    


Kimiko

Joined: Oct 25th, '11, 14:55
Posts: 41
Hugs: 1915
I don't really want to go to this wedding today, but I need to get out of the house...

I have so much work to still do but I really can't be bothered with any of it...

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 9th, '16, 11:25    


jacobgrey

Joined: Jun 27th, '10, 20:26
Posts: 10677
Hugs: 152183
Mood: (◡‿◡)
Website: http://www.rhiannondaverc.co.uk
Location: England
Having to choose again between socialising and having fun, or being relatively pain-free and safe. Feel like I'm letting everyone down if I stay home but the only thing I want to do is stay safe and looked after by my boyfriend. Wondering how I will cope with the work I have lined up if I can't make it to a simple night out.

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First fairy 8.4.15; 2nd 7.6.17
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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 11th, '16, 12:41    


Kimiko

Joined: Oct 25th, '11, 14:55
Posts: 41
Hugs: 1915
So glad I've finally got that commission finished... Only 2 weeks late with more to do...

Looks like my little one has picked up a cold from the wedding I didn't want to go to and I'll likely get ill too knowing my crappy immune system...

I wish I had more motivation right now as I need the money of the orders I'm having to turn away right now... But because I can't guarantee that I can get them made and shipped out in time for Halloween I can't take them and my other items don't sell as well... :(

I feel like a failure...

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 Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 12th, '16, 17:57    


RockinSia

Joined: Jan 5th, '13, 07:32
Posts: 680
Hugs: 26739
Website: http://siathegirl.deviantart.com/
Location: California, USA
I attempted suicide near the beginning of this year. I haven't told any of my friends (or extended family) about it. I was thinking at first that I should... But I'm not so sure anymore.

I know it was a horrible thing to try. I'm still ashamed. Considering it's been 4 years since the first time I was hospitalized for suicidality, and I hadn't tried anything to that extent before it could be worse.

It's always so much easier to console, empathize and give advice to others than myself.

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