Sect? What does she practice?

Nah, man. I don't care. lol It's fun to hear how other people live.

There we go. You're fine. Try not to worry so much. Though I know it's easier said than done.

Well, tea and coke would have caffeine. Unless you drink herbal stuff. I do like some herbal stuff. I don't know how alcohol affects PMS boobs. I do know it thins blood so I tend to have heavier flow when I drink, though.

Christianity XD It's a neocatechumenate thingy. She likes it because the songs are livlier and the priest isn't always blindly saying "the pope is always right", she told me once that he outright said "the pope is wrong!" so I was like, whoa, hold your horses, I don't think that's what the catholic church teaches.
But they have their masses in some spare rooms in the church, not in the main chamber. And whenever I ask her what things look like in their, she tells me "I can't tell you, you're not the part of it, but you can come whenever you want"... thanks, mom, I think I'll pass They have some weird meeting outside masses, and with masses they have to prepare stuff (byt hey I mean the participants), as in they preach themselves and they share things in public.
So they are a closed group that does things differently than the main roman-catholic church (although the currect pope approved of their existence, to my knowledge), they don't speak of it outside their group and they take most of the participants' time. It's a sect.

lol, okay XD

Yeah, I worry all the time, about everything

I know... I'll be finishing the last cola today, then no more of it for me this and next month (and hopefully forever) -.- I do drink some herbal stuff, but mostly I drink normal tea. I'm trying out a combo of drinking cammomile and nettle each day, maybe that would do something for my cramps. I never noticed any connection between drinking alcohol during pms and boobs or period. But I try to avoid alcohol during the flow, I heard you get drunk faster that way, and I'm not really fond of being drunk It may be a myth, and the real reason for recommending avoiding alcohol during period is your reason (mor eprobable than mine I think), anyways, I'd rather not risk anything.

What is prosecco exactly? I mean what kind of alcohol? If I drink, it's sweet wine, or cider, or basically something that doesn't reek or taste like alcohol Maybe a sweet mead, but we rarely drink it, they are expensive, unless you like it strong, those get cheaper.

Coca cola a day, that sound familiar XD I used to do that, then I quit and only drank it if I was craving it during pms or period and was really desperate about it. Or if I've had a bad day... But lately there's been holiday here, holiday there... so many coca-cola occassions ;___; But I'm done, no more, it's bad for me in more than one way. Or for anyone, for that matter, lol.

It may be a coincidence, but it actually can make some sense. I never noticed such relation with myself tho ;/ My period is super regular, like a freaking clock, and like from text books, too, 28 days. Unless once in about three months I get a day or 2 more/less, then the next month makes up for it, giving or taking the 1 or 2 days in turn. It's funny how you can see the pattern.

I know, it's like everyone's insane about that idea of a "family" or "your own blood" and stuff. So what, I'm supposed to suffer both mentally and physically just because she's my sister by blood? It's a recipe for a miserable life and the finish line ends with madness. I tried to be nice to her, I tried to support her, I've been true with her, I've even tried treating her like any other school/university acquiantance. You know, "we can talk and I'm nice to you, but I'm gonna go home and forget all about you anyways." She's the one pushing to be "sisters" again, just on her terms of "tell me what I want to hear, unless you want to be a bad sister/friend". That's not how friendship works, if I care about you, I'm honest with you, even if you're being an idiot, I'll be there to tell you that. And she can't accept that, so I don't feel comfortable in such a fake, superficial relationship.

I hate being judged. It reminds me of school, kids laughing at me, teachers humiliating me... I will stop now ;___;
I tried that, too, but she lived so short and I can't live it down. Sometimes I just sit and want to take her out, and I can't... And we have so much rat food left...
Huh, maybe that's why I'm getting more depressed each day... I kinda hope it's just my pms talking. I can't get enough distraction lately ;/

Aww, that's so cute! That reminds me of used-to-be-my-now-mom's cat, Kika. Whenever I would be home alone and sing, she'd come to me and put her paw at my lips as if saying "shut your mouthole, human" XD But whenever Tila, my rat heard me sing, she looked totally interested, popping her head out of her cage or sometimes even climbing on the edge (she had a wooden cage always open from above, my bf built it himself) and she would just listen. And even if I put me face close to her while singing, she would just lick my face sometimes. It's kind of irrelevant, but I thought I'd share some nice memories

Yeah, some things are so inappropriate in that series XD
I don't think they just understand that one may not be fond of drinking as much. And they probably don't even acknowledge his stomach issues, he simply shouldn't be drinking much. For instance, he drank like 2 glasses of wine on the new year's, his stomach hurt for three days after that. x.x

Prosecco sounds nice, like I might drink it. I don't know we have it here tho.
I also don't mind vodka,though I prefer it lemon flavoured and not too sweet. I once had plum vodka, it was so sweet it triggered my teeth to hurt I never had rum or cognac (is your not drinking rum rule made by you or by someone else saying "no more rum for you, missy"? XD). I once had whiskey with cola, but it wasn't very tasty. And I think I once drank martini, it was too strong and I think it triggered a big headache, so I didn't even drink half of it.

I totally understand you with the sprite. Remember I said no more cola for me? well, I'm on my period and I'm craving ;___; luckily the shops are closed today because it's a church holiday today. Though I regret not getting lady products yesterday, I have to steal from my bf's sister's reserves But I was so achy yesterday with the cramps and all ;/

Funny thing, this month is my irregular one, auntie came 3 days earlier, at work, I was so unprepared. You could've called, auntie, really, it wouldn't kill you Lol, is it insane I'm talking to my own period?
But why is it so irregular for you? Is it genetical or stress provided or is it something with your hormones? I can't imagine not being able to predict my period incoming, sounds like a nightmare

Thank you! Omg, at least some people get me.

I'm getting more and more depressed each day, and I'm not sure what it's about, it's probably the wombo-combo of everything at once #lifesucks I keep telling myself Tila is in the rat heaven where she's playing around with other rats and she can have as many bananas and yoghurts and peanut butter with jello as she wants.
Funny thing about peanut butter and jello. I used to give her some peanut butter once in a while, because she liked it a lot. Then she was on antibiotics after her surgery and at first we gave her the meds with some jam my grandma made. Then she grew bored with just that, so to make her take her meds, I put some peanut butter on the jam. Since then she wouldn't take her medicine neither with just the p. butter or just jam, she would only take it when the two were mixed. It was kind of annoying at first, but then I just laughed about it

Yeah, but maybe it's because most of them can't even be called friends, they are more like old classmates or acquaintances. So maybe that's the thing. But you know, they have this group of theirs and they gather for the drinking sometimes. And even tho Ash is no drinker (which is funny, because even if he drinks a lot - happened once or twice- he's totally sober, I have no idea how he does that, it's just his stomach being very upset for days afterwards), he likes to feel included and stuff so he goes, often taking me with him. I think only one guy from the group could be called Ash's friend. And he's not a big drinker either, but still.

Raineeeeeey! c; been awhile!
i was wondering if its possible to re-release Adeline? she's the only knuffel of yours that i don't own! would be mucho appreciated!

Raine, we do the T thing in Vermont too!

All you guys' relationship talk keeps reminding me of this post.

*hugs for everyone*

Aw thanks *hugs back* It's been awfully quiet in here lately

Pretty sure Raineface caught a pretty bad cold. I had it for about 2 weeks too on top of this monster growing in my belly kinda zapping the life out of me!

How is everyone?