Not to get too into politics but Hillary got a bum rap. She's spent her life fighting for children - sure, she's made mistakes but if you think there's a single person in washington that hasn't you're really living on another planet. She was by far and away the better candidate but our process was tampered with by outside forces, one and two, angry, old white people. Can't wait til the baby boomers die off. The Millennials didn't help with their inability to even leave their freaking house to go vote but anyway. ANYWAY! /politics

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Guy used to bother me but yeah, he's a really nice person - the tattoo on his arm is for his sister who died of cancer and you can't always judge people by how they look. I used to think Anne Burrell was the worst and now she's like my favorite next to Alex Guarnaschelli.

I don't spend much time at the computer anymore either. Can't wait for our tax returns because Alan is finally getting me a surface pro! Like any week now - much excite.

I started on my cross stitch last night, going to work on it some more today and try to get that month finished up.

I don't really want to go into politics XD I'm just saying my opinion as a foreigner, they were both pretty untrustworthy. And that's pretty much it for me. Now it's just wait and see. Just like I have to wait and see in my own country.

Yeah, I didn't want to get into it either - trust me. I can't breathe sometimes when I think about all of it.

IT's Poop mem!

How are you today? I'm doing okay - slept so late! But i'm not tired...yet. Ha!

Sometimes I just want to sit and cry when I see what's happening in politics...

That's good Lily, good to hear it :)
I'm fine I guess. Didn't go to work because I got my super painful period, clockwise. Really, it's day 28th, I wake up, there's the period. Oh hey, I can't really move my ass from the bed, let's call my boss and tell him I'm not coming today The pills I took worked for about 2 hours, then I took some ibuprofen, didn't help, so I waited an hour to take my perscription pill. That helped for another 2h give or take. I kept distracting myself with KofK though, and it worked, so I think I'm fine, although my stupid uterus is starting to ache more again. *growls* I kinda feel like I have been chewed and spat out again... I'm tired... But I'm fine, I'm fine...

I'm so sorry :/ My period is pretty much the opposite. Oh, six months has gone by, haven't seen you. Didn't know you were even coming to visit.

You have prescription pills so I gather you've seen a doctor?

I'm sorry you're hurting.

I have no idea how you people live not knowing when your period's gonna come. I'm too much of a control freak. I need to be always prepared because I get nervous and anxious about anything Last month surprised me, because this was my irregular month (yeah, I regularly get irregular months, as funny as it sounds), it came few days earlier and hit me at work. I really tried hard not to move, but it was super hard when I didn't even have any painkillers on me. I can't sit still when it hurts so much, but I also can't move too much.

Yeah, they're not even so bad, sometimes they even work like they should, lol. But I'm gonna have to talk with a ginecologist about my pms. It's impossible to function for me and the people closest to me, so mainly my bf. I'm such a pain in the ass he wants to kill me and I want to kill myself. It's a nightmare, so I need to do something about it. Not sure what tho.

I'll be fine, I get this almost every month, I manage somehow.

It stinks we all have to manage with such extremes. My period wasn't always so dumb. I really think that I had a very stressful time of my life and it changed me on a hormonal level. I can pinpoint when it changed and I know life was horrid at the time.

It sounds like you have Endometriosis to me but i'm not a doctor or anything but maybe you could mention the word next time you see someone.

Woah, and it stayed like that? Maybe after the preganancy your body will come back to the normal state?

I don't think that's what it is. I mean I'm not sure, but I just quickly read a few things and it doesn't seem I have any of the symptoms except the painful menstruation. Of course, they wrote it may go without any symptoms so it's nothing sure. Plus the painful periods run in my family for ages, maybe it's our curse or something -.-
Anyways, I will have three appointments next week (2 USG and 1 standard appointment), so maybe I'll find something out. Maybe I'll finally be able to get my hands on the cytology test results, I took it in November, I think? They kept on putting my next appointment away and they have this stupid rule that all gynecological-related test results you get on an appointment, not like other results. So f*ck yeah, love that system when you make an appointment 4 months ahead and then they cancel it because the doctor left and they move you even further. Luckily at the end they moved me earlier two weeks, but still, it's a headache. And it's during my working hours, another big fat YAY -.-
I'll die sooner than I'll find out what's my problem XD

Once my stress levels came back down in range of a normal human being things got back on track but I had to have medicine and things to help it along. It didn't do it on it's own. I hope once Elisabeth's born things go back to normal or whatever semblance of normal I get to have.

I know so many girls who have period problems and yet we have a pill that helps men get hard on's but no help for women. It's maddening!

That sounds like a pain in the butt system to deal with. I guess things are strange and jacked up all over the world.

I really hope for that, too and I wish you got it all back to the standard.

Yeah, well, the world isn't fair. Maybe it's easier to create help for men because we know more about the male system, yet we still know too little about female system. Maybe we're just too complicated for our own good

Yeah, I have no idea why they made it so complicated, it's frustrating Maybe I should change my doctor's office. Or just get a private health insurance... But that's not until we get our own place. It's so little time though, I don't know how we'll make it. I think we'll end up renting something anyways.