Yeah there's no real good reason to even look right now since it's still a ways in the distance and it just gets your hope up.

I used to be a big city girl and then I moved around a lot and ended up in more inbetween sized cities? I want life but I don't want police sirens and screaming people all the time so i'm okay with going a little out of the way but this is redonk!!

Sometimes school classes are so dumb like why is that obligatory?! I guess maybe dependent on your major but still i'm very grr about it for you! :P

Having a number to look at helps me a lot. It's like a light at the end of the tunnel. This tunnel has had dark turns but I know the prize at the end is worth it all.

Yeah, it does

Huh, maybe I just need a city, not necessarily the capital city, since I don't go out all that much caus eI like my peace? XD But I'm so used to living here (was born here), even though I don't even know he city well XD I guess it;s because I've never lived anywhere else and I just can't imagine living in another place on Earth

We were all outraged about that european philosophy on first year XD They explained it like "you need to undrstand this one in order to understand the philosophy of the culture you're studying", so India in our case. And we're like "but it's linguistic studies though and besides the European philo doesn't help at all " I guess it's obligatory because learning a language is actually also studying the culture and in fact, officially our studies are about the culture, even though the main subject is the language. So ;_____; My opinion is, they didn't have any more subjects to add, so they made our lives miserable xD I'd very much rather we have had a separate subject on religions of India, with some philosophy bits. But noooooo. In practice, the Art subject came and the professor was like "so you don't know this this and that? wth, what did they teach you here then? " and she had to shortly explain things for us to continue her own subject
Thank you, I hate learning useless things, so obligation to learn the philosophy pisses me off a lot XD I can think on my own, just because I don't get philosophy doesn't mean I don't know how to think. (<-- previous professor's idea of me and of his obsession)

I bet!

Just reading your message stresses me out, mem!! What a butthole teacher to think that? Uh...just - angersharks.

I think i'm going to lay down for a bit and catch up on a few anime i'm watching right now. Maybe work on more things for the shower, I dunno but i'm going to step away from the pc a bit.

Take care!!

Yeah, I had an interesting discussion with him on my second term XD I think I pissed him off then. Oh well

Oh, sure, yeah, step away from the pc! *booming voice, Zeus style, lol* Sure, get some rest

Talk to you later

Mem: ROFLMAO you know me too well pfft! XP

I guess we're similar because I made the suspicion from my own experience XD

Loool how terrible pfft, we both have such bad sleeping habits lol!

I used to have bad. I mean they're stil not the best, but I'm better than I used to be XD Like not sleeping till 4 am because reading/writing/drawing etc. QuQ I have the impression I'm just getting too old for this stuff, I'd sleep through my life if I could xD

lol i see...xP

well today i fixed up my wall, took down everythingg, and put new stuff up......gosh so much yuri on ice...xD;;

Mem your teachers sound awful D:

I like sleep. Too much