i wont give up!
oh gosh i should sleep,but i am too excited>-<
i am wondering how my son could fall asleep !

Excited about?
Better put away all of your electronics and read a book or so for a while.

there is something you must know about me:
1. I LOVE BOOKS
2. i am a FAST reader
3. I CANT STOP WHEN I STARTED READING!
thats a huge problem actually..I dont get tired from reading at all ...>-<
I read and read and read until i finished it..no matter how thick it is,i might take a break to use the bathroom or to drink something..
but eating and sleeping is not possible,i get too addicted ,too quick XD
so if i start reading now i wont stop until its finished,which depending on how thick it is, needs 4-8 hours >_<
the worst idea ever XD

the thing is ,due to my stomach cramps i was sleeping half day,so i cant fall asleep right now..but sleeping and lying down was the only thing i could do today ><

Well tomorrow he goes on his second school trip.
This time 4 days to a different country!
ok belgium is "next door" the border is only 2 hours by car away XDD..but its his first time that he actualy takes note of it.
When he was 1 1/2 years old we went to turkiye once..and once we were in the netherlands(one hour by car) to buy something..
But this time he stays there with his school, and is fully aware of it!
They will be camping,sleeping in a tent,on a place next to the forest.
So he was really excited all week,since its a first for him^^

I am more that over motherly type..
I am always thinking too much and play every single "what could go wrong" scenario automatically in my head XD
and then i am scare that we might oversleep..
Actually my phone is a bitch..
Whenever i set the alarm for something important,even if i set more than one alarm..my mobile just skipps it! without reason,no one can tell me why,but at those days it never rings!..
i must get up earlier than 6 this time..5:30 would be good, Arthur getting up at 6 instead of 6:30... breakfast,checking things if everything is there,make sure nothing stays behind..getting through a few important informations,ect,ect..and then bring him to school..
This is the first time for us,so we are a bit more excited than we should i guess ^^' lol

ps: thanks to my brother- who made it possible that i am awake since 1:45 tonight again! T_T

I'm hoping someone buys the items I have for sale for fc..
maybe next time I'll try to sell them for food or fc... but I really want just fc

I read more fanfiction than actual books.... and a lot of the time they're on site so require my ipad if I want to read in bed.

I guess I got used to it

I understand that

I don't mind old pages so long as the condition is still pretty good, like not ripped.

I don't like stains on them unless it was by me accidentally but still even then.