don't feel guilty though. you don't need to 'earn' happiness in any way. everyone deserves happy
poshi: i'm studying humanities in a liberal arts college. my core subjects are english lit, history, and philosophy, but i study a wide range of stuff really since it's liberal. it's all very analytical and reading and writing intensive, which exhausts me haha. but at least it's stimulating, for the first time in the history of my education

if i choose to do honours i can specialise in one of the cores. if i do specialise i'll go for english lit
what about you? you're studying engineering, right?