@Julez: Lol, thanks, almost forgot to log in today XD Been trying to write again, hopefully will write more tomorrow QwQ
Yea, I hate it too. I ended up not cooking anything because we were out of food, and we had too much to buy so I had to wait for him to come back home from work, so he'd be doing all the heavy lifting XD He's gonna make some chilli tomorrow

Well, so far it's going like this: we get 2 sandwiches each for work, I eat a soup at work, Ash orders something at his, because he's a big guy and needs his calories. Then we get home and live on omlettes, fried sausages or more sandwiches XD We still can't figure out buying stuff for the whole week. But I'm sure we'll get there. Right now we only order food as last resort, but I'm sure we'll stop that completely and make it a once-in-a-century thing. So slowly, we're getting there

yay, have fun at your parents' and stay strong, save your stomach XD Nihal?

Well, sure, honesty is greatly appreciated. But still, if he can't even spend some normal time with you without thinking about getting you naked then well, sorry buddy I've never understood that phenomenon, watching a movie and not watching it because sex. You people must be picking the wrong movies that aren't interesting enough XD Or am I just weird?

@jacob: Aw, that's so sweet that he knew anyways

Aw, Jacob, that sounds nice :) Always nice to see the partner knows you well <3

Yea Nihal is my cousin, she showed kofk to me :P

Yay for you ordering less food Sounds good, seems as if you're on the right track :3
Chilli is the best, I love that. And I am sure I make the best vegetarian chili world wide

Thanks, I am enjoying myself here :) I missed my cat and I love playing Wii <3

Yep, I don't know...
Funny thing is I had the same thoughts about movies and sex like you now, but I soon figured it's impossible to watch a movie if you want sex xD Sex > movie. That's simply how it is :D And I can guarantee that, over 1 year experience says so xD
Ah I do not know, this guy makes me crazy. I like to think about him in a nice way although my peer group tells me otherwise.. I still think, somewhere deep inside him, he is a nice person and that he only acts confident, but actually seeks a relationship and wants attention because nobody really knows him.

Wow, I cannot believe it, there's only one more month I will be working for this year, then only in April again... How fast time has gone by.. :O

Aw, that's cool

Hopefully we are, we just need to keep it up
How do you make it? *can't imagine chilli without meat*

Hm, then maybe I've been in a long-term relationship too long. I also can't recall us watching movies during our first years, so maybe that's why I've never experienced it. But I did interrupt him during games so I guess this is similar
Haha, bf likes to say "there is no deep down, men don't have it" XD If you trust your gut, then maybe it's worth it. Or maybe you're just curious about his deep down Just wait and see how it goes, I suppose time will show anyways. But didn't he say he was mostly interested in sex? (I honestly can't remember if you said it about this or another guy )

Lol, time flies For me it's "wow, October may be my last month working, I should update my CV " x.x I'm feeling lazy again, damn it. Hopefully I'll know more about my potential further cooperation with them on Monday. *fingers crossed*

We got new donation perks! *confetti rain*

Yes, you will keep it up, I am sure :3
Oh I put the usual stuff in it, so red beans, chili, corn, onions, garlic, herbs, chopped tomatoes and I add bulgur instead of meat. :) (I think I've forgotten something...)

Yes, interrupting him during his games counts xD
I don't know, it simply happens during movies. You're getting closer and closer together. I usually get a blanket and put it over us both. We snuggle a little. Then kiss. And yea, we all know how the story goes. Usually we forget to pause the movie so we have to re-watch a whole while xD That's actually how I've gotten closer with several guys already, through watching movies.
I don't know whether people in other countries say so, but we already established the term "netflix&chill" meaning that you say you're going to watch a movie together, but you'll end up making up or having sex xD
#generationY

It seems that he is mostly interested in sex, but he says he wants to meet me without sex as well. So that he wants dates without even knowing he'll have sex with me someday. (I think I wrote 'sex' a lot during the past few days xD)
Really, men have no deep down? I disagree xD I know at least one man who has a very dark and deep conscience...

*fingers crossed*
You will keep it!!

I should remind Ash about corn next time he makes his chilli XD He put red pepper in it this time. But I think it's because his step-dad never put any corn in his, and bf isn't as cray-cray about corn as I am XD It was delicious anyway x.x
I would've never thought of bulgur tho XD

Aaah, yes, netflix&chill, I've heard about that one Lol, now I'm kind of like "why did we never make out during movies? ;/" But seeing as he's currently harassing me sexually even though I'm posting and he's playing something, I don't think we need movies to start making out XD I guess we're too focused on the movie we watch? Idunno o3o"

Well then the decision is yours I guess. At least he's pretty honest with you (and yes, yes you have XD but I'm also at fault here )
Oh, no, they do have the deep down, they just want us to think they don't XD 'Cause you know, weakness and stuff, "I'm a macho manly man and I don't want you to know I fucking love ducklings", and all that crap
A very dark and deep conscience, that sounds ultra mysterious XD

Thanks! I'm not looking forward to a nervous job search. I got lazy at this work, I won't be a valuable employee to anyone because I'm too lazy now, lol XD jk kinda

Good luck that the stuff with your work will end up nicely mem!

I understand being focused on the movie instead of making out. I don't remember if bf and me ever made out instead of watching a movie... Maybe in the beginning? But certainly not for years now :D

Thank you QwQ

Lol, I'm glad we're not the only ones XD I aksed Ash if we'd ever made out during movies, he said "no, at least I don't recall", so yeah, that's how it is XD

Maybe I should ask my bf if he remembers... But he'd probably think I'm crazy if I told him I want to know it because I'm having a discussion about that online :D

Then again, he knows I'm crazy, so does it really matter?

Ash didn't even ask me why I was asking, I think he already knew XD

I really don't think it does