I wanted to do nanowrimo this year, but somehow convinced myself I had no inspiration to write. Like, that's the point of nanowrimo, right? To get yourself motivated even tho you may not feel like it. Or something. Idk. But anyways, I didn't even try and I'm a bit annoyed at myself

Being busy is not a sin, there's no reason to beat yourself up for not doing everything you planned to do. And so far Kofk doesn't go anywhere (Though I really hope the donations will improve. Speaking of which, I should donate, but maybe I'll do it on Monday ;>_>)

Aww, that's upsetting, indeed XD Maybe that's the point in listing our points, so one could calcultae and curse themselves out for not trying harder and trying next month? XD

Yeah, it's not a very special item (I mean it is, but I'm not super into it). I was debating with myself whether I should donate this month or not as well, but once I began... I guess you reminded me of that XD And Ash borrowed all of his savings to his step-dad (who recently said that he'd return part of it soon, yeah right)...
Dang it, jacob, you made me think of my finances more carefully xD

Lol XD

Yeah, and of course he didn't consult the loan with me, he informed me after having done it. Which is kind of like "are we saving for an apartment together or are we just saving up seperately for our own stuff? x.x"
His step-dad is real slow with any action tho, especially money-wise. So It's terrible. And it wasn't a small amount either. So this makes me even more upset. I wanna believe Ash when he says it's the last time he's done something like that, but....

Riiiight? And I can't even expresse how pissed off he made me, because I'm "moody, out of control" or any other crap he gives me that makes me guilty for experiencing negative feelings. I tried expressing my discontent on low key, and I think to some extent I've succeeded, because every time we mention it, he says he will never borrow money to step-dad ever again. So that's something. But I'm sure if given a proper excuse, he might cave. He's tough when it comes to strangers, but he has a sweet spot on family. And he's grateful to his step-dad....

*stares at your mom* That's hypocritic