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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 6th, '18, 02:13    


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Nah. They're nowhere near as good as I am.
Which I wouldn't normally say was bad.
But when they put little effort into something and gets tons of attention, it irks me.
There's some really nicely done fetish art. You can tell people put effort into it.
But there's some that just use bases or art already done and they just add a circular belly and TA-DAH!

I don't really care what people are into as long as it doesn't hurt anyone or illegal.
I don't understand a lot of the fetishes. Especially the vore.
But I don't have it in me to condemn people for enjoying what makes them happy.
I enjoy stuff people consider disturbing and possibly think I'm a serial killer or will shoot up schools.
But I wouldn't hurt a fly 8u

Random things...turn me on. I suddenly get this jolt of excitement, and my hair stands up, and I get a wide grin on my face.
It's instantaneous, so I assume it's a natural reaction.
I don't smile a lot, but I grin wide and feel excited.


Well, I've experience drug addiction, alcoholism, religion, hypocrisy in religion, religious breakdown, many deaths, and that's not counting what I've learned online xD
My uncle keeps telling me he always knew I was intelligent and it took him about 40 years to learn what I already did.

I don't...socialize with people, but I watch people.
If I go to a mall, I sit alone and watch everyone else.
One could say I should be living and not watching.
But watching people has helped me learn what they're like and what they think and why they do things.

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 6th, '18, 08:38    


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Yeah, I understand. I enjoy reading about certain activities but I wouldn't like having it done to me.

lol it's like a random boner except not quite so inappropriate.
Maybe. Yeah. I think a sudden wide grin would still be more appropriate than a sudden boner in a funeral or something.


That sounds right.

That sounds like it'd be very helpful for writing. I have trouble writing natural character interactions.

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 8th, '18, 03:05    


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I don't know if I'm a good writer.
What people have read, wasn't any good.
I really want to make comics.
I'm just afraid to xD


This country is pissing me off.
I'm disabled, so I use a certain insurances.
And they're trying to cut it down or do away with it.
Which would mean I can't see a doctor or get my medications.
You can't just take away medications from people.
Especially if it's mental illness.

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 8th, '18, 09:22    


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You should take the plunge and try! The worst that'll happen is that no one will find it or read it. I have two comics I've made and they're shit but people still wrote nice positive things about them.

That really sucks. I'm so sorry. That offer to marry me to move to Canada still stands.

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 17th, '18, 22:24    


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I know. I keep thinking of all these writers and mangaka and how they made their dreams come true.
I'm always afraid of failure and rejection xD

I'm thinking about it 8u

I just can't even anymore. They tried to talk about taking Foodstamps away and replacing them with boxes of preservatives.
In other words, telling people what they can eat.
We may be poor, but that doesn't make us your bitches.
You don't fucking tell ME what I can eat >___>

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 20th, '18, 09:18    


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I hear you. But better to have tried than to not have tried at all,
I think.


Preservatives? Like jams? I guess that stops the kind of people who play the system to use the food stamps on things like cigarette (I've heard of people buying food, getting it refunded on a store gift card, and then using it to buy non-food items). But yeah, I see what you mean.

There're two sides to all arguments, I suppose. Last year,
my university replaced the food bank program with a grocery store voucher.
Except the grocery store that it's for is exorbitantly expensive. People were trying to get the old food bank program back where they could go and get boxes of soup cans and such. They also said going to a food bank to get boxes of canned food is less embarrassing than going to food bank to get vouchers and then using it in front of everyone at a grocery store, which was one of the reasons they used to replace the food bank program; people would be embarrassed to go get food from food bank so they should go to the grocery store and shop for their own food using vouchers.

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 20th, '18, 19:30    


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I'm not fully sure. I know it had canned foods in it, I believe.
But people pointed out how horrible an idea it was to do that.
I don't eat certain things and neither does my sister.
Not to mention food allergies and shit.

Oh, there's a bunch of asshole fucking the system over.
This person told a story about this woman who has kids and a boyfriend.
She didn't legally marry him, so she can still government assistance while her husband gets money.
The person said she had expensive clothes and nails and shit.
But she was using government assistance.

I don't abuse the system. I get what I get and I spend it, accordingly.
I'm even cheap to the point where I will buy something that's a penny cheaper just to save money.
Not to mention I can't even afford dental care and I need a TON of dental work.
And my Medicaid keeps me seeing doctors and my therapist and my medication.
But you know, fuck me and everyone else because shitty people fuck the system >___>

Supposedly they price gouged a cancer medication.
It was under $100 and is now almost $800. Per pill.
And they're trying to cut Medicaid even more.
To make up for the taxes rich people had to pay.
So if you're sick and don't have money or insurance, you can't afford that cancer medication.
So you just die.

And with that whole shooting thing, people are still being stupid.
They immediately blame video games and other media.
It's not impossible for someone to enjoy those AND kill people.
But I believe that shit's already in them. It would happen anyways.
There's millions of people that enjoy the SAME THINGS and don't hurt people.
And they want to talk "Mental illness!" but then fuck the disabled by cutting Medicaid and foodstamps and shit.

This government doesn't give a shit about us. Only money. They'll cut corners and fuck over the poor and sick and disabled just to line their pockets.

And I won't get started on those conspiracy theories that our government is intentionally making us sick so we spend money for medications and cotors and such >BU

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 20th, '18, 22:27    


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That's true. I think in the program at my school you could pick the food that you wanted from what was donated, though.

Yeah, it's awful how few awful people ruin it for everyone else.
I'd like to think that it's better to let them and work for the majority of people who don't play the system but I suppose there's a cost issue, too.


I don't understand how people think that healthcare is bad.
It really makes my stomach hurt thinking about it. I don't know if it's Trump or if it's just that he's more blatant about it all. But it makes me afraid even though I'm only next door to it, not even living in it.

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 20th, '18, 22:46    


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I think they do that here too. Let kids pick.
We had no choice. Bring our lunches or eat there xD

I'd love to work. But I can't function right in public.
I try hard, but it's still not easy.
Best thing for me would be working from home or in the back somewhere where I don't have to deal with customers.
I can be a hard worker. My family members, especially my grandpa, work their asses off.
My grandpa was even working while he had cancer.
I'm not lazy, like people say.
I just have trouble dealing with things.

It's just shit. They don't care about anyone that's not them.
Everything's about money.
Everything is corrupt.
People coming out, talking about sexual abuse and priests and pastors doing shit and politicians doing shit.
I find it harder to trust people as the days go on.
And these are the people that want to keep God in this country.
Tell people Jesus is the way.
Pretty sure Jesus wasn't corrupt and did anything these people do o__O

It's as I told my uncle: I'd prefer to be around people who know they're shitty and admit it, than be around people who know they're shitty and hide it with fake smiles and empty gestures xD

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 Post subject: Re: The ₡a$i₦o
Posted: Feb 20th, '18, 22:52    


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Oh, I meant the food bank program at my university. People donate non-perishables and you get to pick what you wanted from there.

Yeah, I understand. I hope you can find something that suits you.

The thing is, I don't know if people realize that they're shitty.
Even Hitler thought he was doing the right thing, right?

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