You see, I'm on trial period, not even a full month yet. And I already want to run away from here, even though the people are nice etc, but my direct superior makes things super difficult. And I can see I cannot fulfill his expectations. I just want to stay until I get my first payment. But it's the first job since my previous one, when the branch closed in October. I've been looking since then and nothing... So I feel useless.
But there's also pressure form my bf, who will probably say "don't quit now, it's not a difficult job, you can look for something while you work there" but what he probably won't understand is that I'm mentally dying in here, I feel like I'm in school again, and believe me, school was one of the worst things for me.
What isn't difficult for my boyfriend, can be difficult for me. Not because I'm unable to do them, it's just that it costs a lot of my emotional strength. I don't care if I have to make coffee or type in some data into the system. I can do that just fine and I'll be enjoying it. But this guy needs an active person in his office, while I'm a passive person by default.
To sum it up, no, I don't like what I'm doing, end of rant
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