I'm just going to sit around the house, take care of my mom and daughter and watch tv or movies.

We had plans but my grandmother was taken to the hospital today so now who knows.
I hate this part, the waiting for test results part, but if the news is bad then I wish to be back in this part so I'm trying to be grateful somehow anyway, and it's hard. Maybe it will be good news and then I can safely go back to hating this part.

It turns out it's..... mostly good news kinda? They don't know what it is, but it's not the scary option. So, that part is good. She stayed overnight so they could do further testing, so we're still waiting to see what is really going on, but at least it is not as bad as it could be, and she's feeling herself again.
Which is a huge relief.

Nikki: If they did it on Halloween, they better do it on New Year's lol

Akili: Yeah, huge relief :( But still kinda scary because it's unknown...

Well, she is home again and feeling much more like herself, but there is some question about if it was a musculoskeletal issue or unstable angina.... we're PRETTY sure it's not a heart issue, but we're all still a little stressed by it. So... no news, but it's a case of no news is good news, kind of?

Thanks for asking.

I spent about four hours with her earlier today looking through papers and organizing things and she's channeling her anxiety into productivity by going through things so that part is good. I wish the rest of us were that adept with our worry.

Nikki: Were you viewing them from your house/apartment? :o

Akili: I swear I thought Nikki called you Grandma Akili. Like, you're the granny.

Hnnnnnng I suppose, still if I were to not know the illness of my grandma, it'd still freak me out :c But. I hope I'm not giving you more stress... I hope it all works out!

Oooh~

I have a 3 day weekend so I'm going to... catch up on some work lol And chat a lot while Grog is here lol