I play glimmer and gloom, though not regularly. Easy 75kt when I’m in the mood.

I try not to take fun stuff seriously anymore because of potential burnout. Goals are great, but I don’t like feeling as if I’m competing against people a lot more able than me.

Farming is a great way for me to shut down my brain for a bit. :D

I never saw it as competing.. then again.. i never really talk to anyone on FR.. i talk to FR people via websites like this xD

FR doesn't like 'hangout' threads so.. yea =w= I prefer threads where i can feel safe, and FR doesn't provide that for me.

I can't play games if I don't have a goal inside them. I'd get board fast.. and the goal has to be obtainable like the genes..

my goals are my escape from reality.. =w= escapes are needed when you take care of a mentally ill mother... who's 64 but acts like she's 5.. x-x

Competing may not be the right word, but everything feels like it when you can’t do anything normally. Breathing and exercise feel like competitions: who can exert more control, who can breathe deeper, who can.

It’s exhausting. Sometimes I want to stop thinking and pretend.

So many hugs to you. Caretaking is hard and under-appreciated. Life stinks.

i'm greedy so its more of a 'i want this i want that' type of thing xD

it is under appreciated... =x= my aunts are constantly telling me to get a job and it's like.. i have one but it doesn't pay me D:<

XD as long as you’re happy. :D did you get more genes, by chance?

I’m not a caretaker, but it seems like they get so little empathy. It’s a draining job imo. And if they get paid, it’s for a tiny amount. It’s really unfair.

People and governments don’t value anything related to disability.

I got a few more ovo I turned 2 more into gaolers >w>, my Naomi Descendant and his mate (if only starmap and constellation were there for gaoler genes >:x)

so I need 3 more treasure genes for the first 2, and 1 treasure and 4 gem genes for the second pair >:D

so happy the gaoler gem genes aren't as expensive =w=


my state took away the program that paid family members to be caretakers =x=

I have my own health issues at that... so I'm trying to get on SSI to help support us as her SSI isn't enough


Edit: Finished the first pair! ovo






now to work on my second pair >:3 though only one needs a treasure gene, the other genes are gem genes =w=,

They look great! So happy you’re making progress! C:

Ugh, SSI. It is so much work to be under the poverty line. If I didn’t live with my parents, I’d be homeless and probably dead.

I hate that they thing 'age' makes the difference between healthy and unhealthy =x= it's why i was rejected for the most part. we're going into the appeals part now.. =A=


I just need to get a Shardflank for the one red one and then I think I'll save up gems and wait and see if they bring out the star genes before deciding to go with the crystal ones.

I got on in my early twenties, but I can barely do anything without expending a great deal of effort, if it’s possible in the first place. Part of the reason why I hate selling stuff on FR. It’s really inefficient.

Ooh, that sounds good. I just buy dragons I like from the auction house or other players. I’m too lazy to experiment with genes. not very creative

I get attached to my pixels... so i have a hard time letting go of the ones I really like even if they're fugly xD

my ibs and asthma keep me from doing much... that and no one seems to want to hire fat people around here =x=