its not just nightmares.. its nightmares where Zeke is being eaten! there's the connection! o3o


i also sometimes have dreams about losing my teeth or having issues with my teeth... and each time i do, we have money problems.. =A=
I looked this up and apparently i'm not the only one who's had this happen to o3o Dream Analyzing is interesting.


BOOYA GAME! >:o
So one of the extra characters you can beat and get to join you at post game..
Yesterday when I originally faced him and failed he was at lvl 4000...
I trained up my doods (reincarnating to lvl 1, leveling up to 9999, then back to lvl 1) went in to face him again.. for some friggen reason the jerk was lvl 8010...

I kept leaving and coming back hoping the RGN would make his Yoshitsuna sword a legendary rank... took me 2 hours of leaving and coming back =A=

Finally, Legendary yoshitsuna, and i fight.. it was a tough battle.. but I won.. I couldn't win yesterday... when he was lvl 4000 but i could today when he was lvl 8010... I stole his sword and all his armorz... and i beat him to a bloody pulp... and forced him to join me >:D (well story wise he 'forced' himself into my group as the MC's rival =w=)

>:D never get between dk and her treasures! hahahahaha!


edit: Ahh
so it's possible the FF7:re may be shipping out early. I dunno what that means for those of us who ordered off of amazon, who is only shipping essentials... but just in case I sent my FF7:re funds over to the bank. I hope mom doesn't touch it >x<

I haven't seen a dentist in years. Mainly because I can't stand them bitching about how I don't do a good enough job at brushing. Like dude.. that's what you guys are for.. shut up and do your damned job.

I can't brush perfectly because of my carpal tunnel.

They told me to go out and buy an electric brush. I told them I couldn't afford one. Shit's like 100$ here. took me 7 months to save up for 2 different games that are both around 80$..

Someone got me one for my b-day a few years back. I can't use it. The vibrating aggravates my carpal tunnel. I inform them of this. Get told to brush 8 times a day instead.

Excuse me? fk you.


I need to see one, my teeth need cleaned bad.. but I haven't found one I can trust. =A=

I hate RNG too... it knows you want something and keeps it away from you >:x

I'll stream on Twitch and export it over to youtube. ovo
I'll post here and on twitter. Want me to IM you over steam just in case? o3o

doctors and the like are expensive.. =A= mom turned 65 last year and she was taken off medicaid (that paid for EVERYTHING, and i'm on that too) to a combination of Medicare and Medicaid and for some reason NOTHING is getting paid by them. We keep getting bills =/

I'm pretty lucky that most of the games I play give you cash-currency from time to time so I can play the cash gacha without actually paying.

The dental work that keeps getting postponed will cost about $3000. It's pricey, but it's better than getting cavities in my roots without it.

What happened, Moi? How did you get stolen from?

I been playing Disgaea RPG ... the RNG on there hates me. I can accumulte free gems (paid currency) to do pulls.. i did 2 today.. got Desco.. but I already had her I fed Desco 2 to Desco 1 to power her up.. o3o I need the new event characters.. and they have Tyrant Valzy up.. + Usalia from D5.. and a few other characters I dun has yet... QnQ And I keep getting generics!

I'll post the links here when it's published ^w^
Though I do hope I get it early. >x<

I supposedly need a deep cleaning. First place, they got the okay to do it, but mom fell ill and I had to cancel. They kept calling and harrassing me to go get it done. So I switched to a different dentist...
This one, they told me to brush 8-9 times a day, steal toothpaste and floss since i had a hard time affording it.. they then tried to set me up for a deep cleaning but screwed something up so the insurrance said "you can get it done, but we ain't payin for it" so I never went back... last time I saw that dentist >-> that quack...

Mom has a medical bill for over 1000$ =/ insurrance company is looking into why she was billed. also looks like the one doc has been giving her the wrong shots too >:x

yea.. mom's falling apart...


so I got an email from amazon. Looks like I won't be getting FF7Re early but late =A=