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Posted: May 4th, '20, 02:11    


Moi

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I went to the mall with my mom years ago.
This guy had this device that read nerve damage and applied electrical shocks to help it.
Well, he used it on me and said I had a lot of nerve damage in my back and said he had to crank the device up higher than he did for my mom.
Ever since then, I've wanted someone to tell me if I have nerve damage and how bad it is so I can know and know whether he was just trying to make a sale or not.

My boobs cause me back pain a lot. I also slouch over because of them and it's hard for me to stand straight.
Not to mention carrying a heavy backpack for years and falling on my back and carrying heavy stuff the wrong way.
I have chronic pain and it's like being stabbed repeatedly 8u

I actually started taking these pills for my restless leg syndrome, but it's used to treat nerve damage and pain.
It has helped me with my pain a little, but I still hurt.
I would like to go to pain management.

HOWEVER, I fucking hate needles. Especially big needles.
I can't even watch someone stick me when I get a flu shot.
Just knowing those giant needles are going into me freaks me out xD

Yeah, addiction is bad. I've had drug addiction and alcohol addiction in my family.
My mom would take all her pills then drink when she had none and she'd get really ugly.
I found like 40 bottles she'd hidden in the alley and it shocked me xD
I was speechless.

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 02:33    


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needles suck ono I'm alright with blood being drawn and getting shots but the sight of the bigger needles... bleh x-x


So far just alcohol addiction in my family that i know of. =w=

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 02:53    


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My mom one time got drunk and she thought she could lie to people and people wouldn't know she was drunk.
My dad would ask if she'd been drinking and I had to say she had (my dad knew anyway) and she'd get angry and yell at me and she threw her phone at me and said something like she wouldn't have any problems if I hadn't been born.
That hurt me. A lot. And I told her about it and she said she didn't mean it and I'd ask her not to drink, because she was mean to us and she'd still drink.

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 03:00    


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The only bad thing that happened between mom and I...

She went off her meds once, i was outside playing, threw a stick at a fence, which was the opposite direction of my friend.. friend went inside and said i threw the stick at her.. mom came out, grabbed a thick stick and beat me with it x-x


never let bi-polars go off their meds...

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 03:08    


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That's really shitty.
Did you beat your friend with a stick for being a lying snitch >>
Is that an oxymoron <<

My mom is bi-polar. I think my sister is too.
I'm not, though.
But if I go off my meds, I feel like I'm going crazy.

These people think it's okay for people to be taken off medications or that they don't need their medications.
Yeah, people need medication for their mental illnesses xD
It's serious to take them away >:\

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 03:14    


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No. I told about tossing the stick toward the fence, not at my friend and then friends mom had to come pull my mom off of me.. i don't remember the rest...



My aunts think if 'mom properly found god and would just properly pray' she wouldn't need her meds. =A= they don't understand mental illness...

These are the same aunts that told me I was too young to be stressed and have issues (i was 27 at the time too)


I like 2/7 of my aunts.. and 0/2 of my uncles.. They're all too judgemental and refuse to try and understand others.

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 05:23    


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DK, get some Smarties/Rockets and tell your mom they're medicine.

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 13:50    


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unfortunately she knows what those look like xD



ugh woke up sick again today =A=

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 20:45    


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My grandpa and great grandma told me I was too young to have acid reflux when I was a teen so I stopped taking the medication given to me xD

I think opioids are hard to trick people with. When I had a tooth pulled, I was given some. I could tell when they kicked in because they made me hyper. And I'm so lethargic that it's unusual for me to be hyper.
If I was given something that looked like them, I would notice because it wouldn't make me hyper.
However if someone believes in it hard enough it can trick them.

That reminds of Gloria Remirez, or "The Toxic Lady" or "The Toxic Woman".
Here's a Wiki Article if You're Interested
But basically she went to the hospital and she had an oily sheen on her skin and her breath smelled like fruity garlic and and when they put an IV in, there was an ammonia-like smell and the people who were treating her got really sick.
One even got necrosis in her knees.
WELL, people said it was just mass hysteria. It was all in their heads.
So I guess the necrosis was all in the woman's head too u8

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Posted: May 4th, '20, 20:56    


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wish people would stop telling others 'your to young' when it comes to illnesses. =/ seriously...


opioids knock me out.. x-x i had 3 wisdom teeth cut out and 1 molar pulled .. both time i'd be falling asleep while in voice chat on discord with friends.. drooling all over myself xD


There was this documentary i saw once, some dude would become drunk even though he doesn't drink. people didn't believe him. turns out that his digestive system was creating ethonol i think it was?

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