your family sounds somewhat abusive...

Somewhat abusive is a HUGE understatement here How do you even deal with it? That's no environment for anybody. Do they treat your sister the same? Or any other family member? Or you're the special one who has been chosen to be the scapegoat?


Eyy, do you guys also get logged out of my hangout whenever you post here? Because it's hella annoying.

I mean... You're her daughter, she should care no matter how old you are... I know she'll pay hella more attention to her youngest but jeez, that's not okay.
And what did she say when you asked her that?

I didnt want to say a lot abusive.. i thought i could be reading into it wrongly

@Moi: I'm super sorry she doesn't seem to care about you as much.

Oh yeah, and when you stop acting polite and start acting like them, they say you're the bad guy... Yeah, sounds familiar...

@River: You're right, I'm quick to judge in such cases. But also, I feel it's good to speak up. So, hehe Libra much.

Wow, that's so unfair! I don't even know what to say, I'm sorry you have to deal with it


Do any of you sometimes have troubling figuring out why the hell you're feeling what you're feeling? Like, I'm pissed today and I have no idea why. It's not pms. I'm tired of my emotions being out of whack
On a lighter note, I started a new course about becoming a publisher. It was a last minute decision... I REALLY hope this thing won't overwhelm me, because I still have some webinars to watch from my previous course and keep on working on other stuff and then there's work and... I'm beginning to understand why I might be pissed but on the other hand, I'd be lying belly up all day if I didn't do all those things and nothing would change and I'd be like my mom or dad, always complaining about their lives and blaming everyone around for it but themselves.