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My life kinda turned around when I learned what gaslighting was, and realized that my parents had been doing it to me and my brother all our lives pretty much.

But yeah, I sometimes put myself in uncomfortable positions because I don't like the idea of hurting other people or making them uncomfortable. I just can't do it.

Moi wrote:
She was sobbing a couple weeks ago and I asked what was wrong and she said "I said the wrong thing and now my friend's going to kill himself!"

I can't stand people who do this.

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Posted: Feb 17th, '21, 21:56

Moi

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I mostly avoid people and things I don't like. Not only because ignoring usually makes them stop, but I don't feel like dealing with them.
I always avoid stuff I dislike and I never understood why people look up videos and stuff when they dislike it.
You don't like rock music? Don't look it up and then state you don't like it.
I've started to wonder if maybe I shouldn't be avoiding things so much...
Is it bad or wrong to avoid things and people I don't like o_O

Having depression and having had a billion suicidal thoughts and one attempt - it pissed me off.
My sister has also been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts and for him to just get butthurt and threaten her like that - I wanted to reach through the screen and smack him Bu
We told her he was full of shit and just wanted to hurt her feelings.
People who genuinely want to kill themselves often tell no one.
You always hear "They seemed so happy!" "I had no idea they were hurting so much!"
People hide depression. If I wanted to appear happy constantly I could do it. I know how to hide my depression.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."

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Posted: Feb 18th, '21, 06:28

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Yeah, people who actually have suicidal ideations and tendencies are usually quiet about it. If they tell people about it, it's to ask for help, not to threaten and emotionally blackmail.

It's not wrong to avoid people and things you don't like. It's self-care.

Kira, if someone doesn't care about hurting you, put yourself first and don't care about hurting them. Protect yourself instead of sacrificing your wellbeing for theirs.

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Stroctoperry wrote:Because KofK trumps homework, for some reason.

Death Candy wrote:I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

Akili Li wrote:People talk about bravery in these super dramatic terms like it only applies to soldiers going to war, but for all that I think true courage is found in the hard every day moments of social interaction and standing up for what you believe in even when it's not life-or-death, when it's instead a matter of approval-or-ostracization among people whose opinions you care about. That's harder, to my mind. That's an ongoing, you have to live with it forever thing, instead of one single moment that's the exception instead of the rule.

AsheSkyler wrote:Bless the modern era's availability of so much art and creativity. [...]our ability to connect and share such wonderful things makes it a good time to be alive.

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Posted: Feb 18th, '21, 09:27

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I kinda fucked up.

Yesterday I was on the phone talking to this friend about why I've been struggling with my head for the past couple weeks, and I didn't realize my dad was sitting out in the living room and he very well could've heard everything I said. I want to crawl under a rock and live out the rest of my life there.

I literally said stuff like "During my lowest moments, I sometimes wish I could tell my grandmother that her ancient ideals will die with her."

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It's not over yet.
There's a lot to look forward to.
Keep going.
You can do this :)

Leonard Snart wrote:There are only four rules you have to remember: Make the plan, execute the plan, expect the plan to go off the rails, throw away the plan.

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Posted: Feb 18th, '21, 13:52

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Well it's not like he listens to you when you talk TO him so maybe he won't listen to you when you talk near him either.

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Stroctoperry wrote:Because KofK trumps homework, for some reason.

Death Candy wrote:I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

Akili Li wrote:People talk about bravery in these super dramatic terms like it only applies to soldiers going to war, but for all that I think true courage is found in the hard every day moments of social interaction and standing up for what you believe in even when it's not life-or-death, when it's instead a matter of approval-or-ostracization among people whose opinions you care about. That's harder, to my mind. That's an ongoing, you have to live with it forever thing, instead of one single moment that's the exception instead of the rule.

AsheSkyler wrote:Bless the modern era's availability of so much art and creativity. [...]our ability to connect and share such wonderful things makes it a good time to be alive.

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Posted: Feb 18th, '21, 17:35

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No such luck. He hasn't so much as looked at me all day.

Bro he listens to everything. Understanding though. Not so much.

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It's not over yet.
There's a lot to look forward to.
Keep going.
You can do this :)

Leonard Snart wrote:There are only four rules you have to remember: Make the plan, execute the plan, expect the plan to go off the rails, throw away the plan.

1st fairy - June 3rd, 12:06 AM IST

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Posted: Feb 18th, '21, 19:52

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CycloneKira wrote: Bro he listens to everything. Understanding though. Not so much.

Ha.
That way he can (and probably does) have a problem with pretty much anything you say. So it doesn't matter much.

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Stroctoperry wrote:Because KofK trumps homework, for some reason.

Death Candy wrote:I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

Akili Li wrote:People talk about bravery in these super dramatic terms like it only applies to soldiers going to war, but for all that I think true courage is found in the hard every day moments of social interaction and standing up for what you believe in even when it's not life-or-death, when it's instead a matter of approval-or-ostracization among people whose opinions you care about. That's harder, to my mind. That's an ongoing, you have to live with it forever thing, instead of one single moment that's the exception instead of the rule.

AsheSkyler wrote:Bless the modern era's availability of so much art and creativity. [...]our ability to connect and share such wonderful things makes it a good time to be alive.

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Posted: Feb 19th, '21, 02:45

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Mynah: That's what I thought Bu
I avoid nearly everything I don't like and it's normal to me.
But people make it seem like I need to force myself to listen to and deal with things I don't like.
I disagree 8u
If I don't like someone, I'm not going to talk to them Bu

CycloneKira: I'm sorry you're going through that ;;
I've said things not knowing someone was there so I get how you feel in that aspect.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."

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Posted: Feb 19th, '21, 14:31

CycloneKira

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Mynah wrote:Ha.
That way he can (and probably does) have a problem with pretty much anything you say. So it doesn't matter much.

That goes two ways ngl

Moi: Thanks T_T Still looking for that rock though. I haven't ruled it out as an option yet.

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It's not over yet.
There's a lot to look forward to.
Keep going.
You can do this :)

Leonard Snart wrote:There are only four rules you have to remember: Make the plan, execute the plan, expect the plan to go off the rails, throw away the plan.

1st fairy - June 3rd, 12:06 AM IST

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Posted: Feb 20th, '21, 10:47

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We ALL have a problem with pretty much everything he says.
The same can't be said of pretty much everything you say.

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Stroctoperry wrote:Because KofK trumps homework, for some reason.

Death Candy wrote:I just realized that "take out" means food, dating, and murder. And if you were a female praying mantis you'd have all three.

Akili Li wrote:People talk about bravery in these super dramatic terms like it only applies to soldiers going to war, but for all that I think true courage is found in the hard every day moments of social interaction and standing up for what you believe in even when it's not life-or-death, when it's instead a matter of approval-or-ostracization among people whose opinions you care about. That's harder, to my mind. That's an ongoing, you have to live with it forever thing, instead of one single moment that's the exception instead of the rule.

AsheSkyler wrote:Bless the modern era's availability of so much art and creativity. [...]our ability to connect and share such wonderful things makes it a good time to be alive.

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