Long list and yet I began doing something that wasn't even on it I mean, I'm reading/listening to materials about GDPR, so I guess it's kind of under the point j. but still, that's not the things I meant in that point XD Honestly though, I'm happy I got inspired to read about it, because I've been gathering materials about it and dreading them. And today it only took reading one e-mail, clicking an article in it and watching three short videos on GDPR for me to actually reach for my gathered materials.
As you can see on my list, I only did the laundry and made one unanswered call (we'll see if she has the time and strength to call back later, lol). I also did another thing off the list, I depilated XD Took a long time as always. Then I went on a Wikipedia spiral, then on name statistics in Poland (also a spiral, took me way too long).

Lol, during my writing this post Wera called me back and now we're gonna have a video call xD

Okay, I'm back I managed to cleanse the bracelets before the call so yay, one thing more done I'll go cleanse the other things I guess.

Inspiration is a bitch A misleading one. Truly unreliable, flimsy and capriscious. ... I changed my avi again I can't stop, send halp.
I didn't cleanse the other things But made an order for groceries online. And had a long tarot read with bff on that video call so I'm tired anyways, so I think I'll go to bed. Sleep sounds good.

Ikr? I started off from Albanian names meanings, then history of the land called Illyria, then I clicked some random people in that history and then I got into a dispute with Ash about the name Kasandra and the next thing I knew I was checking the statistics for that name in Poland, just to prove him wrong (he said it was an unused name here, haha, 15 Kasandras were born last year in our country, in your face Ash! ), then for other names and that went on XD I learned a bunch of useless facts along the way, haha

memoriam wrote:Anywho XD I'll just list the things I want to do over the next few days, I hope you'll hold me accountable

n. do some research on ADHD in adult women


I do hope to have fun with some of these, but still, pray for me

I'll try. XD

I see that you've guessed I have adult ADHD. XD I don't really. I don't think. O.o But it could explain a few things.

I can definitely do that.










Moi-It's hard not to worry about our weight even from a young age because that's all we hear about from other women and on TV.

Yes, hit it with a hammer.

@Ray: Lol, that's exactly where I'm at with the ADHD thing. "I don't have it. I don't think... do I? I'm hyper sometimes, at certain times of the day, then I'm out of energy at other times of that same day. I don't bounce off the walls... until I do XD But I'm mostly hyper in my thoughts, not in the body... ... ... Wait, can ADHD be in the mind instead of outward???"
Yes, it can, and it often is inward in girls, not outward like mostly in boys (but there's also combined type of ADHD). That's why it might go unnoticed, passed off as being dreamy or spacey. Or anything of that sort. That's why I'd like to do more research on it, because I suspect I might have it but obviously I can't confirm it because I'm not a specialist, but when I decide to bring it up with my doctor I'd like to hand over some facts and symptoms that I noticed in myself that go as far as childhood goes, not only recently. But it might as well be just a short obsession that will go away with time (although that would only speak for having ADHD, lol).
It would explain my tangents and dygressions (both verbal and in writing), changing focus very quickly (seemingly losing focus; did you know ADHD isn't actually a deficiency in focus but more of focusing on all and every thing?), not being able to focus on things I don't care about even when I know they're important (work, studies, school, finances etc.), hyper focusing on things I do care about or am interested in (this whole post is confirmation, lol) even to the point of forgetting basic human needs like drinking water/eating/toilet breaks, all that among many other things.
... Yeah, okay, I'm here now about an hour later, not really sure what I was going for with this post... I suddenly began reading about ADHD (yes, mid-writing this post), then I guess my sister wrote me back on Messenger and then I went down a spiral of a Facebook post I saw on one of the Polish WattPad groups and I just HAD to read the comments. And when I noticed it's merely from an hour ago and not ages ago like it usually happens to me because I'm not active online, I HAAAAAD to share my opinion (some girl asked for recommendations of bad WattPad books so she could re-write it "better" "for practice"; wut? that's ridiculous and outrageous on so many levels ) You see what I mean? I can'tcontrol myself, I just do things that come to my head even when I'm already doing something else XD

Also, small update on my to-do list, turns out we're going to have guests tomorrow, so yeah XD But hey, at least that motivated me to finally clean that gross kitchen

Aaand of course I'm hungry at 11:30 pm x.x