Yeah I think I get more emotional reading or watching something fictional than an actual persons death...^^;;

^(owo)^ Not alone!!

I think it's more because in real life, you pretty much expect it? They're old, or they've gotten sick...

I mean I was more upset at Cassandra's death.. (Payee's granddaughter) her husband murdered her. Now I'm just pissed off. >:x It was sudden.. but kind of expected because she kept marrying abusive men after her first husband died. =A= I was upset but still not bawling my eyes out like mom does....

My favorite character from this one LN I was reading died.... OMG QAQ BRING HIM BACK DAMN IT!!!!!!! I teared up so bad.. ono

You don't expect it.. you don't see it coming and it's a shock to the system o3o

Yeah like just now, reading a fanfic and I’m tearing up and stuff becuz EMOTION but I didn’t shed a tear during my grandmother’s funeral...^^;; I feel unfilial for not crying lol.

I had to pretend to cry when my grandmother died.. she was mean to me. >->, everyone was already hating on me for wanting to go home.. then she died that night and so they were all 'its your fault!!' .. =A= hate my aunts.. (except like.. 2)


so.. I tried calling Pet Supplies Plus to see if they could order me a 33g long tank... nope.. but they could order me a 40g breeder tank. >-> so I got that instead. I am already wondering how i'm going to fill up a 40 gallon.. =w=, haha..... water changes are gonna be a pain... shoulda just went with the 20 long x'D

Wow. Yeah I think I remember you saying something about that. O:

That’s. Well I hope you have enough room for such a large tank lol.

36x18x12 inches, i just gotta get rid of this table! >:D
TABLE BE GONE!! -mom won't help me clean QAQ and I'm tired-


The 33g long was like.. 48-49 inches long x'D so the 40g breeder is taller instead of longer. =w=

starting to wish i ordered the 20 long instead... x'D buyers remorse!

wow lol. sucks that your mom isn't helping you lol. but it is your project so.........xD;; iunno....... i can't wait to see the results!

it's HER mess tho! D8


o3o ooo 40g tank.. i can get tiger plecos!!!!

https://aquaticarts.com/collections/bot ... olus-pleco

<3 <3 ima save up for those >w< gonna take a while for the tank to cycle.. when I get it. gotta order the stand too o3o...,

loooooool well my mom would say something like "you shouldn't be so objective/concerned about fairness when it comes to family." something along the lines like "she made the mess, she should clean it up herself!" shouldn't be something you take up with your family because you live in the same area and cleaning up a family member's mess means a better living condition in the long run. or like "my sister did only half the clean up after baking/cooking something" and leaves the table and floor and dishes all dirty but since she did something that benefits the rest of the family, it should be fine to clean up the rest, even though we might inwardly think how unfair it is.

anyways, that's what my mom would say lol.

Yea here we're taught "you make the mess, you clean it up." because, if you clean up the other person's mess for them, they'll never learn responsibility. since mom's mentality has regressed to that of a child somewhat, we go back to those "pick up your toys when your done playing with them or I'll throw them out." times. -w-