@Moi: *hugshugshugs* What jacob said, we do care and we're always here for you
And what the hell is "what do you want me to do about it?" supposed to mean? I want you to at least show some compassion and maybe offer some mint tea at the least, jeez. Offering to take you to a doctor wouldn't hurt either. It's not that hard

Yeah, it is kind of sad that strangers who you've never seen care more than the ones who are near, close and even related by blood... It confirms that saying that friends are nature's way of saying sorry for your shitty family

@jacob: Meanwhile I get distracted by just anything while writing my posts XD And after I get distracted, I forget I was making a post and go do something else entirely XD And then I remember, oh, wait, I was writing a post, did I submit that? So yeah

Hahahahaha, that's me for the past few weeks xD Totally restless, hyper, jumping around for no reason etc. Then of course I suddenly have no energy only to get excited again for no reason a few hours later XD

Yeah, because saying "we love you" proves that they do, not the way they treat you... Actions speak louder than words. I'm sorry they're so terrible to you

Haha, that's what I always do with these room items as well I have 5 or 6 room contest trophies and I don't collect the food from them anymore because I forget

(Haha, I forgot I was making this post, literally continuing 3h 45 minutes later )

I talked to my psychiatrist about my distractability and focus issues without mentioning adhd or anything else. She asked if I had been diagnosed with adhd in childhood and if I have any family with bipolar disorder. Also, she said I'm having a hypomania episode rn xD I mean, certainly seems like it, Ash was so freaked out by my happy moods he went away to his stepdad and sister by the German border (just kidding, he went there to spend the Easter with them, I didn't want to go because I hate spending more than a couple hours at somebody's place, and we needed some time away from each other because even though we're not sick of one another it's still healthy to take some breaks and not be together 24/7 like for the past year or so), but I don't mind being hypomanic. It's kind of dope after that depression, lol. I mean, I'm kind of worried about crashing back into it but oh well. We'll see.
Anywho, my MD prescribed another medicine that's used in bipolar to calm the mania down, so I guess she's testing that way. And she said she'd like to finally meet me in person in two weeks. I suspect hardcore observation of body language, facial expressions and all that jazz


Edit: I noticed a typo and lolled, but it reminded me that this morning I opened a banana and it completely broke off and fell to the ground and I CACKLED XD